I think that after death the soul reincarnates instantly and infinitely!
I have remembered every year of my twenty-five year life, before I was a year old and even birth. Then I remembered the process of reincarnation.
I begin the history of my last life with the fact that I was homophobic and would say bad things about a friend who was gay. I would call him names and tell him he would die from "gay-cancer" (no one at the time knew about AIDS). That last life ended in the airline crash of Pan Am flight 759 on July 9, 1982. Everyone on the plane was screaming, and I remember losing consciousness like anesthesia before surgery, slowly fading out. I fell and fell, deeper and deeper like the movie “Alice in Wonderland”. Then I appeared in paradise, where I found that I loved everyone there and they loved me. All of the good was recorded in my mind, everything was so beautiful and I felt ecstatic. I found the answer to every question in human life there.
Then I remember opening a door in paradise and it, paradise, disappeared. I remember being hurt like I had been aborted (I think) because somebody had killed me before I was born. Then, like in the plane crash, I lost that consciousness and appeared in the paradise again. I did not want to leave paradise ever again; I found that special love there again.
But this time the memory ended like a dream too. I believe it was because I was bad in my last life. I was born July 23, 1983 in Russia. And now I am gay and HIV positive. I am sorry for all of the people I offended in my past life, but there is no way back there, I must improve/ heal those offenses in this life.
I believe we see paradise when we are inside our mother all of the nine months. I think it means we reincarnate infinitely!! We see paradise and come back again. People who achieve the highest level of the soul and are very kind can stay in paradise. In Eastern philosophy the name is Nirvana.
I know that people born into rich families must have suffered from something in their last life.
Original post edited by staff for clarity in English language:
i have remembered every year of my 25yr life before 1year and birth. Then i have remembered the process of reincarnation!I Begin my history from thet fact thet i was homophobian and say somethin bad for my boyfrand who was gay- i said him --you *** and you must die from gay cancer!(nobody know thet time about aids). My last life ended after Airplane PAN AM flaight 759 crashing in 9 july 1982. Everybody screem on the plane then like electrical flick end then i lost my mind slowy like after gas before surgery! i fulled and fulled deeper and deeper like "Alice in wander land" then i appeared in paradise, where i found every men thet i loved and everybody loved me, all good thet recorded in my mind ,everything so butiful extra butiful and i filed extaz!I found answers to every qwestions of human life there! then i opened a some door in paridise and paradise disappeared and i remembered hurt and abort (i think)becose somebody made me so hurt and killed me before birth! Then i losted my mind again like in after plane crash and apeared in paradise again and i didnt want to go away from there never and i found my extralove there but this everything slowly ended like dream becouse i was bad in last life and i was born in 23july1983 in russia And now i am gay and hiv pozitive(i am sorry for all people that i offend, but no way back i must emproove my sorry with living of present life).I think we see paradise when we inside of our mother all 9 month. It means thet we reincarnate ....... infinitely!!!!!!! just for seing paradise and back again ! People who achived the best level of shis soul ,and she very kind he can stay in paradise (in eatern philosophy this named NIRVANA)
I know yet thet People who born in rich family very suffered from sometheng in last life!