This is the first time I've ever really attempted any research of a past life or an answer to my weird feelings/memories. From the time I could talk I was an old soul. My nickname was Sage because of the wisdom my two year old self would spout off. I'm going to simplify for clarity. Around age 10 I became phobic of bridges. Specifically driving off of bridges. At some point I had a vivid memory of driving an 80s-early 90s car through a guardrail and off a bridge. As I scanned the car for a way out I remembered seeing an upright car seat empty in the back passenger seat. It was daytime and I don't remember why I went through the guardrail just the panic of trying to get out. I have also had reoccurring vivid dreams for years. I am in a department store looking at newborn boy clothes heavily pregnant laying the clothes across my stomach. The next dream I am in the hospital to give birth. I'm screaming and there is so much blood. I give birth but immediately they take my baby. I always wake up screaming to give my baby back or screaming the name Jonathan. The feeling of loss lingers long after I wake up. This dream has only happened once but I am chasing a young boy through a pasture and we are running away from something. He dunks through a barbed wire fence and I see crows everywhere and think that they will find us as I'm screaming 'jonathan'. In the car accident I feel strongly I had two kids. I always thought I was seeing the future but now I starting to wonder if maybe it has already happened. I want to start research but I'm not sure where to start. I've always had a fascination with the name Calhoun. Not as if I wanted to name my child that or anything but more of a connection to it. Any input would be greatly valued. This has been happening most of my life and continues to this day.
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AnswerSeeker
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Hi Chelsey, if something triggers an intense emotional reaction there is likely a reason for it. Perhaps one point to start at would be to figure out where this happened (what bridge you had the accident on, if this was the case). Do you remember any details, such as the scenery in general, its structure, what kind of body of water it crossed etc? There should be records of such accidents if this happened in recent decades. Can you remember any details about the car (objects inside or a number plate)? Perhaps a starting point would be locations called Calhoun (apparently there are many across the US).
Best of luck!
Best of luck!
Mere Dreamer
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Chelsey, that definitely sounds like past life memories. Since you seem to know the kind of car, do you remember the kind of plants around the area? Were there mountains or did you go into a river of some kind? Do you have a sense of what kinds of buildings were in the area? You can at least narrow down places that way.
You can also try meditating and "asking" for a city name or even a road sign to let you know where you were. Some people get good information by relaxing and writing down the first thing that pops to mind when they ask. It depends how clear your mind is when you try it. Too many expectations (or too little practice at meditating), and you'll just get what you expect or end up playing mental association games instead of getting accurate info.
If you can narrow it down to a city, you can look up death notices and news using the search terms of the type of car and having a son named Jonathan.
You can also try meditating and "asking" for a city name or even a road sign to let you know where you were. Some people get good information by relaxing and writing down the first thing that pops to mind when they ask. It depends how clear your mind is when you try it. Too many expectations (or too little practice at meditating), and you'll just get what you expect or end up playing mental association games instead of getting accurate info.
If you can narrow it down to a city, you can look up death notices and news using the search terms of the type of car and having a son named Jonathan.
tanguerra
Moderator Emeritus
Hi Chelsey
Welcome to the forum.
Yes, that sure sounds like past life memories to me.
Best place to start is with a journal. Write it all down as much as you can. As you're writing, more things might come to you. That often happens. Just write that down too. Even little things can be big clues.
The purpose of doing all this is not just because it's interesting and you want to prove it's real, but it can also give us good insights into present life issues when we work out what happened in the past and get a better understanding of it. Whatever happens sounds like it was all pretty tragic, but remembering it can actually help you to feel better about it in the long run and also give valuable insights into present life problems.
Welcome to the forum.
Yes, that sure sounds like past life memories to me.
Best place to start is with a journal. Write it all down as much as you can. As you're writing, more things might come to you. That often happens. Just write that down too. Even little things can be big clues.
The purpose of doing all this is not just because it's interesting and you want to prove it's real, but it can also give us good insights into present life issues when we work out what happened in the past and get a better understanding of it. Whatever happens sounds like it was all pretty tragic, but remembering it can actually help you to feel better about it in the long run and also give valuable insights into present life problems.