Strange Childhood Experiences (Past life related?)_

[Demi]

As a 5 year old I would sometimes have a deep feeling that before I was born, "something big happened in society", and that "I was there, I hold responsibility, and I came back to correct it". The experience would come over me in particular, whenever I saw or walked over a big square in a city.

Another thing used to happen, I don't remember how early it started, I just know a few instances when I was 10. It would happen upon leaving the swimming pool after my lessons, in the big shower room, and undressing room. I would suddenly feel so dizzy and having to lay down. My soul would do something like collapsing into itself, or trying to leave the body. There was an utterly overwhelming thought saying "I know, I did not deserve to reincarnate!", as if I have done something bad in the past (life?) After a while it stopped and I got up. There wasn't any more info about why it was happening, but sometimes I was tired of getting those "trips" every time I was going through the undressing rooms, as we had lessons every week. And then I think it stopped, when I was 10, after that I grew out of it.

 

[argonne1918]

I think you said your last life was in WWII in Germany? German Army and Hitler Youth? Or did you die in the gas chambers? Or maybe you worked in the death camps? Many people who died in the gas chambers and have reincarnated have similar phobias. Quite understandable.

 

[Mama2HRB]

Interestingly your soul knows what your mission is in this life ... and I am sure when the time comes you will be put in the place where you can do just that.


Just remember whoever you were in that life you are a new person this time.

 

[Demi]

I think you said your last life was in WWII in Germany? German Army and Hitler Youth? Or did you die in the gas chambers? Or maybe you worked in the death camps? Many people who died in the gas chambers and have reincarnated have similar phobias. Quite understandable.

Yes, I do have a thread in here about a life as a German soldier, but this have been coming to me in the last 3-4 years. Previously I did have much knowledge of past lives.


I recently read about someone who died in the gas chambers in a past life, and who would panic and fear of their life in shower rooms as a kid, this is not how I experienced it, though. There were no fear of the room itself, or such association.


Sometimes I've been wondering if studying the topic which I did as a teenager could have influenced my mind somehow, but there seems to be a difference as my experiences are much more detailed and lots of things I did not know even from studying. I remember something age 7, it was first time in my life I saw a pic of a Nazi parade, and felt I am there... so I ran to my mom really happy, and she scolded me and said they are bad... there was something that turned around inside me, as if "I better be saying they are bad, from now on". Also before I was six, liked everything German but were scolded for it too, so forgot about it.