Reincarnation Sickness

[Taptapmuhgap]

It starts with numerology and cycles. I am a 9 and I believe that each life we live is not lived a singular time. There are many points in my life where I am struck with a profound sense of, "I remember this." And by this point, I feel empty and dead. Kind of like a corpse. I dont know what I should be doing or more importantly why. I feel like an outsider who showed up to something they were never intended to but now I'm stuck in it and cant get out. Should I just trudge on till the end or try and cycle back in the Hope's that maybe the next me will be able to figure this out. More than anything I feel like this cycling is to create something that will then be broken onto pieces and used somewhere else. Like I am a tool of the universe instead of a part of it. Any answer would be nice.

 

[Speedwell]

Well, there are NDE (near-death experience) where the person lives to continue their life. The NDE can include wisdom and insight in many cases, not just this situation. Though particularly in this situation, it is sometimes explained that if the person really did end their own life, in the next life, that person would have to re-live all the circumstances leading up to the crisis-point, all over again. It's possible that this is where you find yourself now. But it seems you already passed the critical point this time.

If this is the way things work (I can't be sure) then from this point forwards you are in fresh, uncharted territory. Thus whatever you do from now on should be whatever you make it. Within limits of course. We all have limitations of one sort or another. Nevertheless, I think you have a lot to be positive and hopeful about. I wish you well.

 

[Blazealiste]

It's common for the reincarnated character to have some form of Past-Life Memories, though Resurrection Sickness may set in with the flood of new thoughts. May manifest only in Dreaming of Times Gone By. Reincarnation-Identifying Trait is how the audience and/or the characters can tell another person is a reincarnation.

 

[There and back again]

As a 9 myself the stress piles up very quickly especially when something is happening or will soon happen that is beyond myself as the case has been with 2020 in general. Beyond that it certainly drains the battery so to speak but I never feel empty on the inside if anything it can put me on the angry side of things. In the end I look forward to moving on in future lives to somewhere more my style or at least something fresh as this world is just nuts.

 

[Polaris8]

It starts with numerology and cycles. I am a 9 and I believe that each life we live is not lived a singular time. There are many points in my life where I am struck with a profound sense of, "I remember this." And by this point, I feel empty and dead. Kind of like a corpse. I dont know what I should be doing or more importantly why. I feel like an outsider who showed up to something they were never intended to but now I'm stuck in it and cant get out. Should I just trudge on till the end or try and cycle back in the Hope's that maybe the next me will be able to figure this out. More than anything I feel like this cycling is to create something that will then be broken onto pieces and used somewhere else. Like I am a tool of the universe instead of a part of it. Any answer would be nice.

Tap, I hear what you are saying. To sum it up its called karma. And if you don't learn the lesson in this life it will be repeated again and again in the next life and the life after that and the life after that ect... until it had been learned on a soul level. Trust me I have had some of this in this life as well and it was really hard to break the cycle however once I became aware of what it was I needed to learn and then truly incorporated it within my soul essence it fell away. What I was left with was not only a senses of relief but also a senses of completion along with a feeling of lightness as well. I was then ready to evolve going forward knowing I would never had gotten this far unless I had this experience myself. And in numerology my life path is a 5 and my density is a 1.

So the only advise I can give you is to really look hard within yourself to find out what it is you need to learn from the experience that keeps repeating. In most cases it is something within ourselves we really don't want to acknowledge.

I wish you the best in overcoming what ever it is you need to know so that you can finally go forward with your future lives.

Peace and love always.

P.

PS. The reason why we are all here is so that the soul may know itself by it's own experience.