Reincarnation or something more?
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matthew46
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The explanation is that they have comitted fraud and is now pending...the point im really making is that our spirit told us within a few weeks of the apparent death that the vet had lied but we didnt know what it was all about ...however this all was predicted by our spirit ...thanks
matthew46
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Hi
With reference to the book we have tracked it down and ordered it this very morning..!!. We have done a lot of thinking and i suppose soul searching over the last 16 mths and i suppose we are at the point of really trying to discover who we really are knowing what we know now. The spirit we do not question at all as regards its authenticity and we both accept it is my spirit as that part of this has never changed as its always been about me and many many times ive been told its myself im am talking to.
I believe our lives are mapped out from the begining however if this were the case foes that mean my spirit knew the dog would come back and knew how the whole situation would play out. If our lives are not mapped out that means either my spirit can manufacture and alter a situation which is very hard to comprehend. Another thought ive had for a very longtime is that the life we have now is only a tiny learning curve or stepping stone to whatever lays ahead when we pass..sorry if all this sounds confusing but these are the deeper thoughts going through my head.!!!!..ive seen the physical power of this spirit in its ability to move things around etc.etc and i dont question that at all...a simple fact that happened was we lost a vase with a plant in it about 14mths ago..we hunted up and down and never did find it..my partner went to visit her family over christmas and heard a small dog barking upstairs in her fathers house...they have no dog...she went upstairs to check it out...in the middle of the bed lay the vase and the plant..!!!! A full 14 mths apart and in the uk...we actually still live in ireland. Bizarre maybe ...but true.
i believe things happen for a reason...but why.????
Thanks for any ideas or comments.
With reference to the book we have tracked it down and ordered it this very morning..!!. We have done a lot of thinking and i suppose soul searching over the last 16 mths and i suppose we are at the point of really trying to discover who we really are knowing what we know now. The spirit we do not question at all as regards its authenticity and we both accept it is my spirit as that part of this has never changed as its always been about me and many many times ive been told its myself im am talking to.
I believe our lives are mapped out from the begining however if this were the case foes that mean my spirit knew the dog would come back and knew how the whole situation would play out. If our lives are not mapped out that means either my spirit can manufacture and alter a situation which is very hard to comprehend. Another thought ive had for a very longtime is that the life we have now is only a tiny learning curve or stepping stone to whatever lays ahead when we pass..sorry if all this sounds confusing but these are the deeper thoughts going through my head.!!!!..ive seen the physical power of this spirit in its ability to move things around etc.etc and i dont question that at all...a simple fact that happened was we lost a vase with a plant in it about 14mths ago..we hunted up and down and never did find it..my partner went to visit her family over christmas and heard a small dog barking upstairs in her fathers house...they have no dog...she went upstairs to check it out...in the middle of the bed lay the vase and the plant..!!!! A full 14 mths apart and in the uk...we actually still live in ireland. Bizarre maybe ...but true.
i believe things happen for a reason...but why.????
Thanks for any ideas or comments.
matthew46
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Hi again.!!
Maybe im overthinking or just a little confused however...lets assume i am in contact with my spirit or soul and that our lives are already mapped out...does that mean my spirit is looking into the future or looking back at the past..????
Thanks just a thought...
Maybe im overthinking or just a little confused however...lets assume i am in contact with my spirit or soul and that our lives are already mapped out...does that mean my spirit is looking into the future or looking back at the past..????
Thanks just a thought...
matthew46
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Hi
Have received the book and after only a few pages it gave me goosebumps..!!! And so many things clicked into place....i believe the person we have been communicating with is my soul..i was reading it out aloud to my partner yesterday about 1.30 over lunch in our dining room and i asked out aloud is this book and the discription of the soul you ? At that point we had a huge yes...it also went on to explain my gift is that of healing and that i will know who to see to get further help in using this gift.
This was told to me a few months ago but we didnt really understand also that i was not using it properly....
in a few short pages of the book so much fell into place and i feel this is just the begining..!!!
Thankyou for the tip on the book...things i believe happen for a reason.
Have received the book and after only a few pages it gave me goosebumps..!!! And so many things clicked into place....i believe the person we have been communicating with is my soul..i was reading it out aloud to my partner yesterday about 1.30 over lunch in our dining room and i asked out aloud is this book and the discription of the soul you ? At that point we had a huge yes...it also went on to explain my gift is that of healing and that i will know who to see to get further help in using this gift.
This was told to me a few months ago but we didnt really understand also that i was not using it properly....
in a few short pages of the book so much fell into place and i feel this is just the begining..!!!
Thankyou for the tip on the book...things i believe happen for a reason.
matthew46
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Hi
Completed reading the book and to be honest it has been a complete revelation and the simularities are quite unique and do believe i am in touch with my soul which i believe is now at an advanced stage. After reading the book myself and my partner did both communicate with this soul and again he confirmed he is my soul by way of a huge yes. I said before the level of communication over the last 3 weeks has acclerated alot its as if he is trying to give me more and more at the same time show us more and more. We both saw his leg thursday night it was beside mine kicking the mattress as we then looked away we both saw his face ....his touch is warm and can be as hard or as soft as you want...if he wants to emphasize something it can be very firm....
the main differences seem that everything ive read states that people communicate via voices or something within...however we have total physical communication plus lately the beginings of visual.
However over the last 6 weeks or so we get a period of noises that i can only discribe as trumps or raspberries.!!! Funny maybe but are very loud and you certainly wouldnt mistake them for anything else.!!!
Really from this i am looking to try and meet with someone who maybe has more understanding or maybe a different understanding as i do believe this is quite a unique experience that i really want to understand for myself and most definately do not want it exploited....as i said before the points i am making are only a tiny bit of what has been going on and the progression had been steady up until approx a month ago where things have taken on a whole new dimension. If i take into what he has told us right back to when he first came and the info since...coupled with his actions...coupled with a book that i read....coupled with facts that i know..then there is something so huge and enlightening out there to get to know and understand and even enrich my life....
And to think 16mths ago i would of found it hard to believe in spirits or any of the kind.!!!!!
Any recomendations on who to contact.??. Any other ideas..???
Thankyou
Completed reading the book and to be honest it has been a complete revelation and the simularities are quite unique and do believe i am in touch with my soul which i believe is now at an advanced stage. After reading the book myself and my partner did both communicate with this soul and again he confirmed he is my soul by way of a huge yes. I said before the level of communication over the last 3 weeks has acclerated alot its as if he is trying to give me more and more at the same time show us more and more. We both saw his leg thursday night it was beside mine kicking the mattress as we then looked away we both saw his face ....his touch is warm and can be as hard or as soft as you want...if he wants to emphasize something it can be very firm....
the main differences seem that everything ive read states that people communicate via voices or something within...however we have total physical communication plus lately the beginings of visual.
However over the last 6 weeks or so we get a period of noises that i can only discribe as trumps or raspberries.!!! Funny maybe but are very loud and you certainly wouldnt mistake them for anything else.!!!
Really from this i am looking to try and meet with someone who maybe has more understanding or maybe a different understanding as i do believe this is quite a unique experience that i really want to understand for myself and most definately do not want it exploited....as i said before the points i am making are only a tiny bit of what has been going on and the progression had been steady up until approx a month ago where things have taken on a whole new dimension. If i take into what he has told us right back to when he first came and the info since...coupled with his actions...coupled with a book that i read....coupled with facts that i know..then there is something so huge and enlightening out there to get to know and understand and even enrich my life....
And to think 16mths ago i would of found it hard to believe in spirits or any of the kind.!!!!!
Any recomendations on who to contact.??. Any other ideas..???
Thankyou
SeaAndSky
Senior Registered
Hi Matthew,
I hate to offend, but I remain entirely unconvinced that this is "your soul" that you are dealing with, though it appears obvious that whoever/whatever it is would like you to believe this (and will probably want you to believe/do a whole variety of things as time goes by). Hence, I'm sticking with my posts #36 and #44 and similar posts by others. I think you are dealing with something that is going to end up causing you and probably the people around you a whole lot of trouble.
I can tell that this is all amazing to you in many ways. You've obviously stepped into a whole new reality in finding out that the materialist paradigm is garbage and that there is a non-material universe with its own entities and denizens to be dealt with. However, once the gloss wears off you will find that this part of existence also has its evil actors and problems to deal with. You seem to somehow be assuming that this being is not lying about some things just because he/she/it tells you the truth about others. You would not consider this to be true about beings in the material (consider politicians for example
), do not think that it is true in dealing with this entity either.
Remember that "con" game is actually just a contraction of "confidence" game. It is played by making the "conned" party confident of the truthfulness of some claim or situation that is in fact untrue. Sometimes it is played fast and sometimes slow, depending on the "conned" party and a variety of other factors, but the "sting" comes sooner or later. Beware the entity and beware the sting.
Cordially,
S&S
I hate to offend, but I remain entirely unconvinced that this is "your soul" that you are dealing with, though it appears obvious that whoever/whatever it is would like you to believe this (and will probably want you to believe/do a whole variety of things as time goes by). Hence, I'm sticking with my posts #36 and #44 and similar posts by others. I think you are dealing with something that is going to end up causing you and probably the people around you a whole lot of trouble.
I can tell that this is all amazing to you in many ways. You've obviously stepped into a whole new reality in finding out that the materialist paradigm is garbage and that there is a non-material universe with its own entities and denizens to be dealt with. However, once the gloss wears off you will find that this part of existence also has its evil actors and problems to deal with. You seem to somehow be assuming that this being is not lying about some things just because he/she/it tells you the truth about others. You would not consider this to be true about beings in the material (consider politicians for example
), do not think that it is true in dealing with this entity either.Remember that "con" game is actually just a contraction of "confidence" game. It is played by making the "conned" party confident of the truthfulness of some claim or situation that is in fact untrue. Sometimes it is played fast and sometimes slow, depending on the "conned" party and a variety of other factors, but the "sting" comes sooner or later. Beware the entity and beware the sting.
Cordially,
S&S
matthew46
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Hi
Many thanks for your above comments and it is something i have questioned over in my mind quite a lot. There have been times when i have questioned whether is it all a con job or are we being reeled in. This has taken a year and a half of various happens to get to this point eg. At first after accepting there was some type of activity we thought it maybe a poltergiest or similar. Most of the info we obtained on those entities seemed to rule that out...i totally understand your comments and can see where you are coming from.
However there are questions i still have unanswered and maybe never will be until i fully hand over one way or another..
2 seperate people one of whom i have never met but would have extensive knowledge( author of psychic healing and healer) have both told my partner that i have a very powerful entity around me. I only ever met the one lady for about 20 mins however out of the blue she told my partner she saw 2 of me. The second without my knowledge told my partner of a powerful entity around me almost like a wave of water or energy...both most importantly stated that there was no evil or anything bad..
I asked our spirit to give me a single word answer to a question that i was going to ask before i said the question out loud...only myself knew the question and the answer ..it got the answer spot on...
i suppose i will keep searching for answers aswell as questions
thankyou
Many thanks for your above comments and it is something i have questioned over in my mind quite a lot. There have been times when i have questioned whether is it all a con job or are we being reeled in. This has taken a year and a half of various happens to get to this point eg. At first after accepting there was some type of activity we thought it maybe a poltergiest or similar. Most of the info we obtained on those entities seemed to rule that out...i totally understand your comments and can see where you are coming from.
However there are questions i still have unanswered and maybe never will be until i fully hand over one way or another..
2 seperate people one of whom i have never met but would have extensive knowledge( author of psychic healing and healer) have both told my partner that i have a very powerful entity around me. I only ever met the one lady for about 20 mins however out of the blue she told my partner she saw 2 of me. The second without my knowledge told my partner of a powerful entity around me almost like a wave of water or energy...both most importantly stated that there was no evil or anything bad..
I asked our spirit to give me a single word answer to a question that i was going to ask before i said the question out loud...only myself knew the question and the answer ..it got the answer spot on...
i suppose i will keep searching for answers aswell as questions
thankyou
SeaAndSky
Senior Registered
Hi Matthew,
I don't think that an ability to discern your thoughts necessarily proves identity in this case. However, I think you are showing wisdom in being cautious about this phenomenon. I will suggest something else--pray and appeal to the highest for wisdom, discernment, help, and protection. I think board rules would frown on me becoming much more specific, as it seems to be generally thought that sectarian suggestions and comments beget sectarian arguments. Still, many here would counsel you to seek help from God ("however you may conceive her"--as Tanguerra would say
). Others would add seeking help from your guides/guardian angels and certainly from those who are in the physical who are knowledgeable.
You seem to have been thrown off the deep end of the dock on this. I wouldn't hesitate to ask for help both from the highest non-physical sources of good advice/assistance and from physical sources of the same--at least until you are sure you know how to swim and a115.gif aren't swimming with sharks and barracudas.
Cordially,
S&S
I don't think that an ability to discern your thoughts necessarily proves identity in this case. However, I think you are showing wisdom in being cautious about this phenomenon. I will suggest something else--pray and appeal to the highest for wisdom, discernment, help, and protection. I think board rules would frown on me becoming much more specific, as it seems to be generally thought that sectarian suggestions and comments beget sectarian arguments. Still, many here would counsel you to seek help from God ("however you may conceive her"--as Tanguerra would say
). Others would add seeking help from your guides/guardian angels and certainly from those who are in the physical who are knowledgeable.You seem to have been thrown off the deep end of the dock on this. I wouldn't hesitate to ask for help both from the highest non-physical sources of good advice/assistance and from physical sources of the same--at least until you are sure you know how to swim and a115.gif aren't swimming with sharks and barracudas.
Cordially,
S&S
Blueheart
Senior Member
Hi Matthew,
I may be reading between the lines here, but it seems as if you are getting the clearest communication in short, tapped out phrases, seemingly from the wall. Am I right? And then, in addition to that, there are strange occurances of reappearing objects, moving, thumping tables and chairs, heat or touch on your arms or legs, visual tricks, and stuff like that?
Ok. So, based on the above, and the fact that you do not seem bothered by the touching (which would be way out-of-bounds for me) this is what I suggest. Find a way to communicate more clearly with the one you are thinking is your spirit. Try a ouija board, spirit board, or automatic writing. Once you work out a groove, you will see, it is just like talking to anyone else.
I also strongly suggest . . . And this is important . . . Work out a signal or code so that you know who it is you are "talking" to. This strongest spirit, the one you have come to know and recognize the best can act as a sort of "gatekeeper" for you. If you do not get the signal, especially while this all still feels new to you, shut off communications. Stop. In time, you will be able to tell, just from the feel of the spirit, their little quirks and habits, who is there. Just like people, because indeed they are people, you will be able to tell when it is serious, or playing around. You will know who and when to trust, and when they are, as you said, sinister. Hope this helps.
I may be reading between the lines here, but it seems as if you are getting the clearest communication in short, tapped out phrases, seemingly from the wall. Am I right? And then, in addition to that, there are strange occurances of reappearing objects, moving, thumping tables and chairs, heat or touch on your arms or legs, visual tricks, and stuff like that?
Ok. So, based on the above, and the fact that you do not seem bothered by the touching (which would be way out-of-bounds for me) this is what I suggest. Find a way to communicate more clearly with the one you are thinking is your spirit. Try a ouija board, spirit board, or automatic writing. Once you work out a groove, you will see, it is just like talking to anyone else.
I also strongly suggest . . . And this is important . . . Work out a signal or code so that you know who it is you are "talking" to. This strongest spirit, the one you have come to know and recognize the best can act as a sort of "gatekeeper" for you. If you do not get the signal, especially while this all still feels new to you, shut off communications. Stop. In time, you will be able to tell, just from the feel of the spirit, their little quirks and habits, who is there. Just like people, because indeed they are people, you will be able to tell when it is serious, or playing around. You will know who and when to trust, and when they are, as you said, sinister. Hope this helps.
matthew46
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Hi
Am very much back and have been meaning to post a update however i think i would need another 6 mths to write about what i can only describe as life changing and almost the opposite of what i would have believed in..!!!!
The answer as to all the communication we were receiving is without doubt my partner and myselfs SOUL...not long after my last post my partner was in the uk and i was still in ireland, as we spoke on the phone the line began tapping just like a typewriter after about 5mins of this i began hearing muffled noises until eventually a clear old mans voice muttered " dont be afraid " ..!!! Believe me i had goosebumps...we continued this call for about 2 hours in real shock and i suppose disbelief....he spoke with an old english accent with a derbyshire accent but using words like skullduggery and some very old english phrases. His name is jim west however i refer to him as another person hes not he is the soul of me and my partner ...we are twin souls hence he always needed us together to use our enegies to communicate.....as you can imagine i had so so many questions who? How? Why? When? A thousand and one questions really. We have been shown so much regarding life past present and some future...he explained that through the choices we made how we paid the price ..good and bad...he described how the would is full of greed and mans biggest downfall. Over the last 6 mths he talks to us all through the day as if there is another person in the room . He sends photos using the phone all quite amazing but i have the very first picture saved on my phone of what i can only describe as a bright oval shaped portal...he sends numerous pictures of my partner when she is in the uk as seen through a bright oval portal....the most amazing image he sent was of something that happened about 12yrs ago before myself and my partner were together...she remembers the time and place and our soul captured the image..!!!!. The reason being she was nearly hit by a car but fell over and the car missed her ....our soul saved her that day. I have been introduced to past life regression and my partner was taken back through many past lifes ...i have witnessed her in total regression acting out these lives ive heard the shouting the different accents and the real tears of a woman burying her children and cradling them when they are dead....we need to learn about our pasts to live our futures....
He has pointed me to study and read about the pyramids and pythagarous..!!!
We all came from the pyramids...just lately he said to read about bimini road i had never heard of it.....he says the entrance to atlantis......so so so much i could go on..but the bottom line is that its all good im not told what to do its all about choices ...developing my spirituality and learning this is our last reincarnation no more coming back we will become one of the elders and help with learning..its so easy to get sucked into looking for scientific proof and i have quite a few times for example he sent pictures of our house but everything is back to front the window is on the left but on the right in the pic....its endless ...but when i ask about the other side he says its the same but opposite with light peace and serenty and you will never want to leave ....but only when he says..!!!..and he being me..!!!
Have so much more information so anyone interested just shout....sometimes i question myself but not anymore im not mad ...its real and myself and my partner are privilaged ...
Just have to describe a particular picture he sent of my partner and me...bearing in mind she spent many lives as a gypsy queen and was from alexandria and i was a cossack. The picture he sent was from inside a pyramid with the both of us moulded together almost one head with our 2 faces wearing a large golden crown and our 2 bodies as one......amazing golden and white light colours.....its endless....thanks all....
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Am very much back and have been meaning to post a update however i think i would need another 6 mths to write about what i can only describe as life changing and almost the opposite of what i would have believed in..!!!!
The answer as to all the communication we were receiving is without doubt my partner and myselfs SOUL...not long after my last post my partner was in the uk and i was still in ireland, as we spoke on the phone the line began tapping just like a typewriter after about 5mins of this i began hearing muffled noises until eventually a clear old mans voice muttered " dont be afraid " ..!!! Believe me i had goosebumps...we continued this call for about 2 hours in real shock and i suppose disbelief....he spoke with an old english accent with a derbyshire accent but using words like skullduggery and some very old english phrases. His name is jim west however i refer to him as another person hes not he is the soul of me and my partner ...we are twin souls hence he always needed us together to use our enegies to communicate.....as you can imagine i had so so many questions who? How? Why? When? A thousand and one questions really. We have been shown so much regarding life past present and some future...he explained that through the choices we made how we paid the price ..good and bad...he described how the would is full of greed and mans biggest downfall. Over the last 6 mths he talks to us all through the day as if there is another person in the room . He sends photos using the phone all quite amazing but i have the very first picture saved on my phone of what i can only describe as a bright oval shaped portal...he sends numerous pictures of my partner when she is in the uk as seen through a bright oval portal....the most amazing image he sent was of something that happened about 12yrs ago before myself and my partner were together...she remembers the time and place and our soul captured the image..!!!!. The reason being she was nearly hit by a car but fell over and the car missed her ....our soul saved her that day. I have been introduced to past life regression and my partner was taken back through many past lifes ...i have witnessed her in total regression acting out these lives ive heard the shouting the different accents and the real tears of a woman burying her children and cradling them when they are dead....we need to learn about our pasts to live our futures....
He has pointed me to study and read about the pyramids and pythagarous..!!!
We all came from the pyramids...just lately he said to read about bimini road i had never heard of it.....he says the entrance to atlantis......so so so much i could go on..but the bottom line is that its all good im not told what to do its all about choices ...developing my spirituality and learning this is our last reincarnation no more coming back we will become one of the elders and help with learning..its so easy to get sucked into looking for scientific proof and i have quite a few times for example he sent pictures of our house but everything is back to front the window is on the left but on the right in the pic....its endless ...but when i ask about the other side he says its the same but opposite with light peace and serenty and you will never want to leave ....but only when he says..!!!..and he being me..!!!
Have so much more information so anyone interested just shout....sometimes i question myself but not anymore im not mad ...its real and myself and my partner are privilaged ...
Just have to describe a particular picture he sent of my partner and me...bearing in mind she spent many lives as a gypsy queen and was from alexandria and i was a cossack. The picture he sent was from inside a pyramid with the both of us moulded together almost one head with our 2 faces wearing a large golden crown and our 2 bodies as one......amazing golden and white light colours.....its endless....thanks all....
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matthew46
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This experience has answered so many un asked questions not only just about me but about life and makes us what we are...even as i type i am getting messages via messenger from my partners phone and shes not typing them....besides the digits and symbols ive never seen !!!
Having learnt what we have been shown it makes me realise how to truly live in peace and serenity takes lifetimes of experiences .....hopefully more to follow..
Having learnt what we have been shown it makes me realise how to truly live in peace and serenity takes lifetimes of experiences .....hopefully more to follow..
tanguerra
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Fascinating. Can you post the photo?
matthew46
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This pic only came to me about 3 weeks ago its actually a photo of my dog lay on the kitchen floor ...my partner was in the uk and i was here in ireland ...so she didnt take the photo and i most definately didnt ...i find them amazing when they come through the colours in some that i have are beautiful...i try to forget the questions of scientificaly how does it happen...however in basic terms contact is through frequency, waves , magnetism and gas ..!!!!!
matthew46
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Thanks for the reply we have been told to follow the angels many times by jim (soul/us) and have aquired quite an array of books etc but also to pray to the angels and ask for guidence. We discovered a book in our house not so long ago that neither myself or partner bought it just appeared on the window sill. It was a book by lorna byrne which after reading discovered she had also lost a son on the same date as me also called daniel....there is a huge message in that...we get so many subtle signs that explain so much about who we are but also why we are as we are . Our dog that we got about 6mths ago was jims dog he trusts us to mind him and likewise. We also have a mare due to foal in the uk approx first week of may i will post the 2 pics he sent one of the mare and one of the foal both taken very much the same way ...would be interested in what anyone thinks of the pic on page 4 of the thread....thanks all
MAATKE-RE
Probationary Member
Hi Matt, explain the two pictures? one is a life and the other one is gone? look at both pictures...maybe is telling you that something is wrong with him, maybe he is sick or need more nourishment. It's very important to take him to a vet.
regards.
My daughter has an enormous connection with Angels, and she do healings...from at far. She was my own daughter MERIRET HATSHEPSET, daughter of THUTMOSES II in EGYPT. YOU will feel the healings.
regards.
regards.
My daughter has an enormous connection with Angels, and she do healings...from at far. She was my own daughter MERIRET HATSHEPSET, daughter of THUTMOSES II in EGYPT. YOU will feel the healings.
regards.
matthew46
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Hi
The first pic which is very light is the mother the second picture is of a foal but the mother has not given birth yet... the mother was only checked about 3 days ago and all is well...we have many pictures that come in this form my partner also has a huge connection with the angels but like myself have lots to learn in fact lifetimes of learning. Thankyou
matthew46
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Hi all
Just a quick update on my continuing journey in understanding my lifes path. I have looked back through these threads and for me its amazing to see how much my life has changed and improved yet there is nothing materialistic about the transformation its all down to peace and freedom of mind. This has allowed so much more free space within my own mind to allow me to think what do i really need out of life and what do i really want out of life. Everyday i am faced with choices but i have learnt that all my answers come from within via my ever improving intuition and there will always be consequences to my choices....i can honestly say now that i am on my spiritual path and its progress not perfection i am looking for....i think my soul who is with me every second of every minute gave me the kick up the backside i needed ..!!!!
Just a quick update on my continuing journey in understanding my lifes path. I have looked back through these threads and for me its amazing to see how much my life has changed and improved yet there is nothing materialistic about the transformation its all down to peace and freedom of mind. This has allowed so much more free space within my own mind to allow me to think what do i really need out of life and what do i really want out of life. Everyday i am faced with choices but i have learnt that all my answers come from within via my ever improving intuition and there will always be consequences to my choices....i can honestly say now that i am on my spiritual path and its progress not perfection i am looking for....i think my soul who is with me every second of every minute gave me the kick up the backside i needed ..!!!!