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Every since I was little I've had these visons you could call them about a man named Jack. i've resently had more visions and I think that he might be a lover from a past life. Whenever i think about him though I start to cry alot and i just can't stop. I think that something bad happened. I can "feel" his presence around me too. I can tell if he's near me. I was wondering if anybody had any opinions or advice or anything about this.
 
SUPERNATURAL ----

that is so sweet!! aaaaww!! i guess that yes, he probably was your lover in a past life. and the two of you are still connected. perhaps you were married, or you are spiritual partners or soul mates. have you tried reaching him through meditation, or spiritual regression?
 
Since maybe the age of nine this life I dreamt of a beautiful woman...being young the only think I knew was that dreaming of her made me very, very happy.

Now that I know who I am, I can say for certain that I was dreaming of my dear PL wife, Sylvia!:)
 
Past Loves

Hello!
I find your comments very interesting.

I feel my husband is the same husband I had in the life I had in VA. I feel I understand why this had to be. In that life, I felt I was alone a great deal of the time. When I had the dream (when I was five), I somehow knew that my husband was a person who was away because of horses. Interestingly, I found out after much research that the person I knew I had been was married to a man who was with horses much of the time. Actually, a race horse was named after him in VA.

The thing that really cemented the whole thing is that my husband...when he sees a particular horse colour etc. says, 'There's my horse!'. The odd thing about it is that he is a 'non-believer' as far as reincarnation is concerned.
 
Ive had a few experiences like those listed above over the years, the most recent being with a woman I met through my business dealings that I had an instant sense of recognition with.
As odd as it sounds I feel head over heels in love with her from the moment I laid eyes on her. It was the strangest feeling. Anyway we get along great but there is no chance at all that anthing could happen in this life and its been a source of great sadness to me, so much so that I have been forced to diassociate myself from her. I know she likes me agreat deal but she is married and so am I.
Ive spent a great deal of time thinking about where I knew her from and did have a memory attached to her one day.
As I was leaving her officshe took my hand to say goodbye and all of a sudden the oddest feelings, impressions or memories ( not sure how you'd describe it) of her and I saying goodbye at a train station, or near a dockside ( I'm not sure ) but it was in Australia circa 1915 or 1916. That part was very distinct. I have also always felt that I never returned having perished during the Gallipoli campaign , probably at Long Nek or Lone Pine ( two bloody engaements in that terible useless campagn) and never saw her again.
I also think that my deeper feelings might be a result of having died loving her whereas she probably moved on from me in that life, remarried and slowly forgot me.
Anyway thats one of my stories and I have deeply cared about her from within a few minutes of being together as if our 90 years separation was a matter of minutes.
I don't know if she is my soul mate or not but she certainly was someone very important to me in one of my most recent lives if not the most recent one.
 
Hey,
Thanks for all of your replies. Thanks for the suggestion on meditating. I tried and i got more images. We were out in the country some where with huge rolling hills. Anyway there was a huge bonfire and a bunch of people were dancing around it. Some men were playing fiddles and lutes (a flute type of instrument). It was celtic music and we were all dancing together around the fire. All the men were wearing suspenders and old time clothes and the women myself included were wearing old fashioned dresses. Mine was white with little purple flowers all over it. I had long red curly hair done up in a kind of twist. Then the music stopped and I was sitting on Jack's lap. He spoke in a different language to me. I didn't know the words but somehow i understood him. He had an irish accent everyone else did too. Could I have possibly lived in Ireland in the 1800's or something?
 
Wow!! At least I'm not alone...or crazy!!:eek: I,too,have always had memories of a man...since my pre-teen years...I'd literally ACHE for him...to this day I can remember what his hair felt like in my fingers...this is my first visit here...and I'm really excited to find so many people who share my "weird wonderings" !! :D
 
Hi kstornado11,

Yes, I suspect there are a lot of people out there with the same weird wonderings and many of them do not have even the faintest what is causing it.

I am very fortunate in that my dear wife does not cling to me, but just lets me know from time to time she is near and watching over me.:)
 
Re: hi

We all know that there are some people we just click with, sometimes I think it's only because we share the same kind of vibes (for want of a better description). Other times though I have come to realize that it is because we have known them before and have been on good terms, wether as lovers or freinds or whatever. Following on from that I still find it amazing how every now and then, we can come across somebody that we just seem to know, not only like, but actualy know.
That's my tuppence worth lol
Hammy.
 
Re: Re: hi

Thank you hammy for your suggestion it makes a lot of sense to me . i don’t really know what’s up with the dream . lol I understand what you mean by just seem to know them lol . sometimes I meet people and im like im sure I know them from somewhere even if I have never seen them before . Any way im starting to think that She could be my soul mate or something like that because a soul mate doesn’t have to be your next love interest just someone you was close to in a past life its just a thought. In gay relationships they say soul mates are more common people are unconsciously aware of this . any way im trying not to think to much into it although I do find it confusing shall we say any way thanks for your help .
 
Hi, this is my first post, so glad to have found this forum!
From being a small child I felt that I was connected to someone "out there". There were times when I'd sit somewhere quiet and ...well, feel things. Often a huge sense of loss, as if I had lost everyone I loved and been thrown into this little body already grieving. I'd also pick up accents, my favourites being Scottish and Cockney (London).
But also there was this connection, it was like trying to discern one instrument playing in a whole orchestra.
As I got older I began to dream about this other person, I felt they were on the physical, and were growing up like I was, but unaware of me.
There were dreams of making love with a man with long, soft hair which tickled my face. I was only 10 or 11 but it felt like a memory, all the senses present.

I was pretty sure that both the connection I'd felt, and the dream man were the same person in different incarnations. I also felt that the previous life was in Scotland (odd little dreams, running through heather between a large hill\small mountain, and the sea, building a home from stone and wood with a man who's face I could never quite catch..)

I grew up fascinated by relationships but tended to be friends with guys in a vaguely sisterly kind of way, hence I evolved into an agony aunt!

I was 26 when I met him, by a series of odd coincidences. I had been asked to do some designs for a tattooist, a friend of a friend. I went to meet this tattooist in a biker pub, my local, where he was going to be tattooing in a quiet corner.
As I walked in, my eyes fell on the guy he was working on, and I recognised a face I had been painting, drawing and dreaming for years.
I sat in a corner, drawing dragons and angels, wondering if I was quite mad, and after a while I looked up and there he was. He'd seen me drawing, come to see what it was, and struck up a conversation. The wierd thing was, when he spoke I thought he was Scottish, then I realised he had a London accent. It was like talking to someone you knew years ago and thinking "My God, you've really lost your accent!" Like they are so familiar but the world has changed them a bit whilst you werent there.

It took a year or so for us to be together, he was living with someone when I first met him, so I tried to forget it. By chance, a year later, I bumped into him and he was free, we've now been together 8 years. He was born 9 days before me, moved to Yorkshire at 16. to a house which I walked past every day on the way to school..
I'd better stop, I've been rattling on for ages, but there's so MUCH!! Sorry, hope I haven't bored you..
 
Dawn, thanks for writing your story. It seems we share a very similar path of discovery. Do you find the number of "coincidents" amazing, yet at the same time mystically frightening? The need for the other so intense, that seperation is almost debilitating? Me, I'm still searching for the greater purpose of it all. Peace.
Tman
 
Hi Tman, and everyone!
The coincidences are, as you say, both wonderful and terrifying. Once we'd made the first connection, whilst I was waiting for Rob (my darling) to be free, there'd be things like, one time I was walking along the street, looked up to see a bus driving past (english double-decker) and there he was, on the top deck, looking straight back into my eyes...! That's a nice one, happened a few times.
On the other hand, for instance, one of the dreams I got as a teenager was being asleep in bed, and waking to find myself drenched, panicky and reaching out to the dream guy, who was also soaking wet and slippery, like someone had thrown a bucket of warm water over us.
One of the first things I found out about Rob was he's diabetic, and prone to low blood sugar. He has fits, passes out, and has hurt himself quite badly before I met him. One of the most obvious signs of a bad hypo (low blood sugar induced fit) is profuse sweating, and in the years since, I've had several actual real-life re-runs of that dream!
Dxx
 
I too have had the good fortune to meet my love from last life, and she remembers me clearly. I hope one day to be able to be with her tho for right now we must communicate via email and phone. :)
 
Dawn

WOW!!! :eek: I went through EXACTLY what you did,memories of this man, since early childhood... feeling the loss of him so strongly, that whenever I'd lose a pet as a child, iIwould be totally devastated... so much so that even as a child,I wondered why the deaths of pets felt like "Oh no...I can't go through THIS again" even though I had never lost any human loved ones.... I know he died tragically... just don't know where/who/when,etc. I have a feeling I'm not meant to meet him in this life,sadly, so you are SO lucky to have met your old Love!! Maybe I WILL, or at least (w/ the help from finding this Great board!!) figure out WHY he still affects me in THIS life!! It's all so real, yet so confusing, and I feel so much better since I found this board (LAST WEEK!!) ~ like maybe there IS a light at the end of the tunnel...!! You mentioned Heather; I wonder,do you have any NOW?-- grow it in a garden,etc.? It might be interesting, since they say the sense of SMELL is the one greatest assiciated w/ MEMORY!!!
 
Actually I do love the smell of heather, but it's hawthorn blossom and gorse which sends my spine tingling!
I have family links to Skye, I've never been, but I will, as I think I may also have had a PL there. The photos you can get look sooo familiar, but with me I need a feeling, I need to go there to know.

Unfortunately Rob doesn't delve into the unknown too much. Because of the diabetes (he got it when he was 14) he has a terrible fear of death, and these things spook him a little. He used to have night terrors too. What he does say is that I make him feel safe, and that's killed the screaming nightmares.
When he has a hypo it's almost like a trance and he says and does the strangest things. Wierd things like telling me what the guy on TV is about to say and getting it word perfect... while he's like that he often clings to me begging "Help me, I'm dying, please, I love you.." over and over..

You can imagine how often I've cried my heart out over that one...!
Dx
 
hi there, it was so so so nice to find you!!!!!!!
Well, i have kind of story for you and i need your help.
story goes like this: i met guy, we fall in love , and we that's it! in first second we knew we are made for each other, soul mates!!! we are from different cultures, countries.......... but nothing was problem for us, every weekend he visited me!
then some problems happend to him, he just went !! but after 1 week i stared t ofeel its not the end!
so, my freind told me to visit one lady that can talk with me! she told me that me and my bf are in 9th life, and all 8 lives before we were together, onyl we never had a child, and in thins life its our mission child!!!!!!!!!!! of course this lady has some spiritual dimension ( predictions). I want you to tell me if it makes any sence to you. and if anyone have similar expirience. Thank you.
 
Past Loves

Hello, Walkabout!

Did the lady to whom you spoke say anything about the possibility that this male aquaintance was a father or brother in a past life and therefore there were no children between you?

The fact that you are questioning this, could be the proof you need to NOT get pregnant by this fellow.

Have you thought about how a child's needs could be met in a relationship where the fellow may just 'take off' leaving you with a child to look after and maybe no substantial means of support...financial, emotional etc.?

When a person has a medical problem, they are entitled to a 2nd or 3rd etc. opinion. Maybe you could take advantage of that.

People sometimes use the term 'soul mate' when there may be some other reason for that feeling of a connection between 2 people.

Is this fellow really feeling anything for you other than sex? Does he have a relationship with someone else? Does he have children by someone else? Are you in love with 'love'?

Good luck!
 
hi Helen,

well, in all previous lives we were in relationship like coupel, even we were married, but we couldnt have child. She named reasons to me too.
When i said child is only mission, i didnt mean that we have only sex connection. We both felt such a strong connection when we met. I never loved and felt something like that.
 
The relationship is indeed complex and over-powering. It's onset a jumble of emotions chidded by discoveries, mysterious coincidences and unexplainable "dreams". I know these things are not common. Until I came here I literally thought I was some how losing reality. If I could dispel it all as some infatuation, some fluke of the aging process I could understand...I could some how accept that and move on. But the agonizing dreams of death, seperation, longing...of another place in time, very vivid in memory, very distinct in place...were a harsh messenger banging at my door. I had no choice but to open the door...I still have no choice.

But this led to even deeper passages. Trying to understand and accept things that happened 98 years ago, while living another life is a labyrinth of emotions. It takes a strength. And I've asked myself many times why i don't just drop it all or even easier... give up. But this thing I've found is so addictive, so apart of my soul and psyche that indeed I've been touched by Psyche. There is no place to hide from it. What i have found is the root of the word love. Sounds corny yes but the intensity of this attachment to this other soul has no other earthly word. Love, the word, is so easily bantered around today. Its been used like an old rusty screwdriver.

I know what love is now. It came from the memory of a woman I held 98 years ago as she died. I have a deep sense that I've held her in many lives before that. In this life I know her as well. Managing the saddness of that time, the reality of this time, my Christian traditions and beliefs AND the everyday routines that every new day brings is...a chore. But I see it as part of a journey that some how I've chosen. Now I try to live that love for her, not in a "Here and now" sense but in a timeless way (hard to explain). The other difficulty is rectifing the principle that our souls move from time to time...this clashes with the reality I grew up with.
 
Past Loves

Tinkerman,

In my humble opinion, I sense you are an educated individual who has taken much time in thinking about life. I feel you are a very old soul. You seem to have a deep understanding of 'life' itself and are not afraid to express it to others. You have a 'knowing' coming from the depths of your very being. Your contributions are well thought out and well presented.

I understand where you're coming from.

Helen
 
Thank you Helen for those kind words. I too use the word "knowing" when I explain this situation. We often talk of proof and evidence but actually the greatest confirmation of reincarnation is the "knowing." And paradoxically it can't be shared in tangible ways. It is a lot like love, it is thrown around in common lingo, and its over-use mutes its meaning. But never-the-less when you find it you feel it, and you KNOW it. But you can't put it on a platter and give it to someone else to hold. It can only be expressed creatively with words, thoughts and even physical acts. Yes reincarnation can have tangible evidence, I have gathered a lot of it, but the belief, the actual acceptance of principle, comes from deep within. It is a holy and spiritual awareness to be explored...but must be respected. It is certainly, for me, an emotional ride...my only means of expressing it is here...and I'm grateful to have found CPL and understanding friends like you. The love for her is indeed deeper than than darkness of my soul...a giant chasm that some day will be illuminated, and what a day it'll be.

Peace...Tman
 
Tink

Hi Neighbor! :) I just read a few more of your posts...Wow. My question is, are you currently married, and how has the memories affected your current or past relationships? Your story reflects mine in many ways, the strong feelings of loss, aching for someone ... can you tell me how you were able to research your past life &/or lives? Were you regressed, or did you do it on your own?
Kstornado11
 
Hi everyone!

I just registered, but I'm so glad I did! As for reincarnating lovers, my husband josh and I have been with each other since the beginning. We haven't always ended up together in every life, but he's my soul mate. Once we were even reincarnated as men, both of us. I remember that life most fondly. It's amazing how much you change, but still stay the same.

I also feel spirits. When I didn't know how to communicate I would go into these fight or flight responses and totally flip out, but now I welcome some commmunication!

I read Lights's thread on the TITANIC and I was wondering if someone has an intense fear of drowning, does that mean that that was one way they died?

I'm sorry my questions and comments are so scattered, but I'm a little ADD and I'm so excited to have found this place!! Talk to ya'll later!! ; )
 
I think that the fear of drowning brings up the very strong possiblitly of a person having died that way, but it is not carved in stone. It may even be several lives back, or the person witnessed a drowning, but tthat is just my view.

How wonderful that you have found your soul mate! I know how very important that is...as I have found one of my soulmates from last life. It is wonderful!
 
kstornado11 said:
I just read a few more of your posts...Wow. My question is, are you currently married, and how has the memories affected your current or past relationships? Your story reflects mine in many ways, the strong feelings of loss, aching for someone ... can you tell me how you were able to research your past life &/or lives? Were you regressed, or did you do it on your own?
Kstornado11
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Hi Neighbor, Sorry for long delay...it's a busy time here on the ranch. I've been plagued with machinery break downs and a whole lot of piddly little things that are driving me nuts.

To answer your questions, yes I'm married and quite content. This whole revelation has been extremely difficult. I have shared my memories with her and I believe she "knew" it long before I did in some way. When we're young we make decisions with such narrow vision. Wisdom and experience are lost in the storm of youth. I live today, several decades later, looking back on things and I am grateful for the success I've had, but realize, through this "awakening" that I past up so many clear signs.

I have always had a preminition, a knowing...an unusual sense about a certain place that I grew up on. We left it when i was young and at that time it was an extremely emotional event...I cried so hard no one understood my deep sense of loss. I think i was around 10. We returned several times over the years and when I did it was instant euphoria. There was one room in the house that was never used, it was out of the way...almost abandoned. But it drew me into it. To make a very detailed and long story short: This place was my house at the turn of the century, the room is where my love died, its the place I died in 1937. As a kid I could not decipher all of the clues. But as a kid I always felt it was MY place. Now that farm is abandon, the house looks like so many ghostly skeletons you see in rural America.

I was able to research quite a bit from the local historical society. My grandparents passed away long ago and i was given their photographs which were one of the keys that opened this door. I've shown these photos of myself, my love and one son(from 1890s to1905) to only a handful of people and their reactions are always amazment.

When the whole "event" peaked a few years ago I needed answers and as I said in other threads I sought advise and counsel from an expert in the field. Yes I went through regression. It was, to say the least, an intense life altering event. I was not looking for past lives or escapes from now. I only wanted to understand the memories I was having. During the hours of regressions I recalled in detail that life. It caused me several years of saddness. I spent many hours at our grave in the cemetary trying to comprehend it all. Over these many years I've come to accept it all as simply who I am...and yet this knowledge has shown me there is more beyond what we see. Life is much more complex than our everday worries. There is a spirituality, a soulful purpose to our being. For me I know I have a soulmate/twin-flame in this great creation...I know her...I feel the depth of her being deep, deep inside my own. I cannot understand it all and don't suppose I'm suppose to. But I've grown to accept it and live every day in the knowledge that we'll be reunited someday...of that I have no doubt.

Sorry to ramble. hope I answered your questions. There is much much more but as I said I need to hold onto some of the personal things.

Blessed be.....the Tinkerman
 
Hello, I have a question for the posting by "Dawn O the Shed", That story was just absolutely heartfelt and it just makes me wonder who that I left behind in my previous life or if I was in love with someone else at all or if another person loved me the same and could still be alive and just sitting around thinking " I wonder if "so & so" is out there somewhere re-born into another being after their death (speaking of me).. I always think about strange things like that I'm sorry, but , thats not my question for you sorry I rambled off a bit, my question is , have you talked to your boyfriend of 8 years about this feeling that you were together in a different life and does he share any of the same feelings about that or not at all? It's all very interesting to me...


Katie
 
Yes, I've told him, he's not quite sure about the reincarnation aspect, but he reckons we were meant to find each other, and the connection we felt was as strong and sudden for him as for me! If I could find out more about our lives together I know he'd be open to it, but so far all we have is a feeling, and my dreams and flashes. Hopefully if I keep delving, it will all come clear..
I had a friend who I was very close to for a number of years, we talked about knowing each other before, and we had one of those connections where, for example, he was beaten up in a city 300 miles away, and whilst that was happening, I was having a panic attack, trying to call him because I felt something was wrong! We're both artists, and had vague memories of what felt like France, in some kind of artistic community. This friend and I had a falling out (he felt I was too protective towards him), he moved away to study and we didn't meet up till about 6 years later, when we both turned round to find ourselves face to face, queuing for a train! The funny thing was, when we were 18 we came up with a prediction, that we'd be like twins for years, fall out, I'd get married, he'd become a lecherous old art professor, and we'd meet up in our thirties and forget whatever it was we fell out about and comiserate each other on getting old and bald\fat. Which is almost exactly what happened...!
He was a very strong soul connection, but with my love Rob it was like finding the other half of me, good and bad bits, it's not perfect from the start just because he's "The one"!
By the way, for anyone in England, there's a show on in the afternoons on ITV1,(1.30 pm) called "Have we Been Here Before?" in which celebrities are regressed, then they research the facts etc which they come up with.. it's compulsive viewing!
 
wow. everyone has such sweet stories! I'm such a hopeless romantic....

My ex-boyfriend is who i beleive is my soulmate... i don't have a doubt. I haven't seen him for almost 2 years... and talked to him for a year and a half. The only reason we broke up is because he moved far away... and it's taken me up until a few months ago to 'forget' him... more so push him out of my mind for now since i realize we're just simply not meant to be together this time around.
I knew he was my soulmate the moment i saw him. Truthfully... i didn't really think much of love at first sight... infatuation.. yes... but love? But oh my god did he take my breath away! everytime i would think of him or see him randomly (which happened a lot) or he'd call...my heart would race non stop and i just couldn't stand it! We spent six months together... But it was his move to a town thirty minutes from where he was before (which was already far enough from me to as where i'd rarely get to see him) that triggered the end...
I had a high connection with Oliver... i could sense sometimes that i'd see him that day... or that he was near... and i either would... or miss him by mere minutes! Also.. i had dreams about one PL we had together... and a few 'dreams' where we communicated tellipathically that was too real to disregard... i also can sometimes still sense him... and i just hope that he's finding some sort of happiness... I love him and miss him a lot... but it will all be worth it when we can be together again...
 
What beutiful stories - and some of them sad too.

I believe I have a karmic connection with my boyfriend of six years. It's not one of the easiest relationships, but still we can't be apart. Well, I love him very much etc, BUT I know another man I believe I have karmic connection with as well, and it makes me very confused every now and then.

When I had just met my boyfriend (a couple of months earlier), I got to know this another man. It was obvious from the beginnig, there was something between us, even though we would argue and annoy each other (just like with my boyfriend). I know we both had strong feelings even if we never told about them with so many words. It was a very difficult time for me, because my relationship was very stormy during its first year, and there I had this "another option" that I felt so hugely drawn to. I think it was a cruel joke I met them almost at the same time. However, after a series of happenings and bumps on the road I decided to stay with my boyfriend, and we sort of drifted apart with this another man. But I could never forget him. We had later an argument that is in a way forgotten, but after that we haven't met intentionally. I ran into him occasionally - only a couple of times a year though. The last time was last weekend and again it had a tremendous effect on me. And I can see it doesn't leave him cold either. He's in a relationship too nowadays. I have been thinking about him a lot after that, just like every time I see him. It's so weird, because it's been six years, and I've had some crushes after that (that can happen in a relationship too..), and many men have had a crush on me. I meet a lot of people and don't usually get stuck on people from my past I rarely see. But it seems I can never forget this man. He's often in my dreams too.

But like I said, I'm very much in love with my boyfriend (as well), but this is just something that bugs me sometimes. If I remembered this another man and what happened to us in a past life, maybe I could forget him after that.

Another thing I'd like to share, is that a couple of days ago I had a flash on an unknown man when I was falling asleep. He wasn't particularly handsome or anything, but I had an amazing feeling of love and warmth when I saw him, like a wave of love splashing all over me. I mean it was something I have never experienced before. It's hard to explain. When I realized that and tried to think about him a bit more, it happened again! It was just so beautiful. Then I woke up a little better and couldn't get that feeling back anymore. I don't know who this man was, but I think he was a great love from a PL and/or a spirit guide/soulmate (or twinsoul - I'm not sure about the soul categorizations).

Sorry for the long post.

Karoliina
 
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