BriarRose
Senior Registered
As I experimented this morning with a new regression CD, I became aware of a life that I hadn't discovered before. I was a tiny Navajo girl, playing outside a hogan. For some reason, I didn't want it to be a hogan, but there was no denying it. It was winter, and I had escaped my mother without foot coverings. My grandfather was outside, working on something with a long string. My mother said something about the cold, and a wolf and the moon. When I researched this later, I found out that many tribes call January the "Wolf Moon". I'm sorry this description is simplistic, but I understood everything as a two-year old would. She called me something that sounded like "Bird Basket". Later, my daughter pointed out that a "bird basket" is a nest, so either I was named "Nest", or my mother called me her "nestling". I think that is rather dear. She caught me, and put the shoe things on my feet. She said "Don't get in Grandfather's way, he is working, and don't fall in the fire!" Later, I saw myself at 10 or 11 at a gathering. I liked a boy who didn't like me. I was sad, and walked away. My dog licked my face. I thought, "Maybe I am not pretty enough, or I don't have those stupid "bumps" on my chest that the older girls have!" I saw my death. I may have been 14. I was bitten by a stray dog, although my grandfather tried to club it away. I think it may have been rabid, because I died convulsing. In this life, I am afraid of dogs, and don't trust them. I realized that the grandfather was my current- life grandpa. He was a farmer, but afraid of dogs. His task in my current life was to walk me to school and back. He always carried a stick in case of dogs. I would walk ahead, and run back to him when a stray approached. I have two other lives as Zuni, and another Sinagua tribe. The Hopi and Zuni traditionally distrusted the Navajo. I think those lives preceded this one, and my toddler self "remembered" one of those lives, and didn't want to be Navajo, or live in a hogan! It goes along with the idea of balance, and having to experience being what you hate and fear. The name "Nest" amuses me. I have a pair of hand-made, misshapen mugs. One has the word "Chirp", and the other "Nest" written on it. My husband always calls me "Nest" when I hand him coffee in that mug! He must have been in that life somewhere. Excuse the long post - I am still in shock, and had to get this down while the detail was fresh.