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It was begin when I watched a movie about SINO-JAPANESE WAR . This movie drove me to seek the history about this war. I opened a site in the internet (www.sinojapanesewar.com) about this war. There were some good pictures from Japanese’s view. There was a picture that triggered an impression. This picture was about a column of captive Chinese soldiers waiting to be beheaded by Japanese. My impression when I watched this picture was “ the captive Chinese soldier were my fellows “. I felt it was not right they were threatened like that. But at that time I still not realized that the impression was from my past life.
Time passed by, Early January 2013, suddenly, many impressions about my past life came to me but many of them came from 1920’s to 1960’s era. I have written all the impressions in sequential notes (I want to share these with all of you later because I have written down in old Indonesian (Dutch Indies Dialect) and I need time to translate in English). After I have written, I still felt that I missed something. This feeling drove me to seek more. I started from my interest about the LATE QING Dynasty era ( its fashion, its military, and its culture).My hairstyle is from that era, I feel fit with my hairstyle although it is unusual hairstyle now.
The process that made me found my 1st past life memories
January 14th, 2013 when I hear a song – OST Assassination (a Mandarin Serial Drama about Taiping Rebellion), an impression came to me suddenlly. The first was “year 1885” and the second was a word “war”. I typed “1885” in Google Search Engine and the result that my feeling lead me was SINO-FRANCO WAR but I hadn’t read completely yet. After that, another impression came to me, they were the words “ Artillery, bombblast, fear, blood, French bombardier, running and hiding”.
January 15th, 2013 when I read the history of this war, I was lead to a name, that was “GUANGXI ARMY”. But it still not enough to make clear this case.
January 16th, 2013 I was lead by the impression to arrange the words becoming a story and I wrote instantly without thinking. The result was :
“ I served as a artilleryman of GUANGXI ARMY at the time of LATE QING Dynasty. In the year 1885, SINO-FRANCO WAR, a bombblast destroyed a cannon beside me. I jumped and laid down with my hand behind my head under my cannon spontanly. Fear was upon me. I saw blood splatting everywhere – a horrified condition.It was chaos situation and the weather was not good, that day was rainy. French continued to bombardier our position. We (my fellow’s soldiers) scaterred and exhausted. We wanted to run and hide, saving our soul but we couldn’t, our moral were so low. I saw our commander standing beside an IMPERIAL flag and shouted to all soldiers not to give up. I just thinked in my heart would I see my family again or my life end here? “
Its was amazing why I could write that story. Was it true?
So I continued to read the history and found what made me more amazing again. Some interested notes that I took from the history :
“ January 3rd, 1885 FRENCH troops moved toward a NUI BOP village to face a detachment of CHINESE IMPERIAL ARMY (GUANGXI ARMY) who had made an entrenched camp there before. The CHINESE made a wood fortification on elevated ground (Eastern Fort and Western Fort) and put their cannon upon them. A trench was built between the forts.The battle started from January 3rd until 4th, 1885. The first day of the battle, the FRENCH pushed and crushed the CHINESE defense and captured the Phong Cot valley. The second day, before dawn the CHINESE made a counterattack to recapture the Phong Cot valley. The attack was suportted by ARTILLERY in Western FORT but this attack was failed. The FRENCH continued to crush CHINESE defensive line, charged the trench defender with bayonet and captured the CHINESE fort. At 11:15 am the entire entrenched camp was in FRENCH hands. The result of the BATTLE of NUI BOP was the victory for the FRENCH with light casualties and heavy casualties for the CHINESE. The CHINESE withdrew from NUI BOP leaving 600 corpses . The FRENCH scoured the battlefield during the afternoon and kill all the wounded CHINESE soldiers they could find with pistol shots to the head. A number of unwounded Chinese soldiers were taken prisoner by the FRENCH at NUI BOP.”
After I read, an impression came to me again and lead me to write this :
“ I lifted my hand above my head as a sign that I surrender. Although I was fear but I still tried to lifted up my head before my capturer, a young FRENCH soldiers with a rifle in his hand and he was ready to shot me. I did that with the reason if he shot me I would die proudly. “
What I read (the history) especially about the war’s situation had a similarity with my story. I analyzed that I was in the situation when the fort (there were cannons according my story and the CHINESE put their cannons at their fort according the history) where I was there, was sacked by FRENCH troops and our defensive line were broken. We couldn’t make an attack again, the only way was running or hiding and so was I. I hide under my cannon but soon FRENCH soldiers would find and capture me with no difficulties. Other soldiers might be run and withdrew.
Although it was just a puzzle about my life, it could explain a part of my personality. And more interesting, When I started to believe about reincarnation, the impressions of my past life came to me more frequently. Sometimes the impressions came when I wanted to remember or came to me suddenly when it was triggered by situation or something. When I had remembered, It made me get an more easy feeling. I knew more memories will be revealed time by time. So amazingly!
It was begin when I watched a movie about SINO-JAPANESE WAR . This movie drove me to seek the history about this war. I opened a site in the internet (www.sinojapanesewar.com) about this war. There were some good pictures from Japanese’s view. There was a picture that triggered an impression. This picture was about a column of captive Chinese soldiers waiting to be beheaded by Japanese. My impression when I watched this picture was “ the captive Chinese soldier were my fellows “. I felt it was not right they were threatened like that. But at that time I still not realized that the impression was from my past life.
Time passed by, Early January 2013, suddenly, many impressions about my past life came to me but many of them came from 1920’s to 1960’s era. I have written all the impressions in sequential notes (I want to share these with all of you later because I have written down in old Indonesian (Dutch Indies Dialect) and I need time to translate in English). After I have written, I still felt that I missed something. This feeling drove me to seek more. I started from my interest about the LATE QING Dynasty era ( its fashion, its military, and its culture).My hairstyle is from that era, I feel fit with my hairstyle although it is unusual hairstyle now.
The process that made me found my 1st past life memories
January 14th, 2013 when I hear a song – OST Assassination (a Mandarin Serial Drama about Taiping Rebellion), an impression came to me suddenlly. The first was “year 1885” and the second was a word “war”. I typed “1885” in Google Search Engine and the result that my feeling lead me was SINO-FRANCO WAR but I hadn’t read completely yet. After that, another impression came to me, they were the words “ Artillery, bombblast, fear, blood, French bombardier, running and hiding”.
January 15th, 2013 when I read the history of this war, I was lead to a name, that was “GUANGXI ARMY”. But it still not enough to make clear this case.
January 16th, 2013 I was lead by the impression to arrange the words becoming a story and I wrote instantly without thinking. The result was :
“ I served as a artilleryman of GUANGXI ARMY at the time of LATE QING Dynasty. In the year 1885, SINO-FRANCO WAR, a bombblast destroyed a cannon beside me. I jumped and laid down with my hand behind my head under my cannon spontanly. Fear was upon me. I saw blood splatting everywhere – a horrified condition.It was chaos situation and the weather was not good, that day was rainy. French continued to bombardier our position. We (my fellow’s soldiers) scaterred and exhausted. We wanted to run and hide, saving our soul but we couldn’t, our moral were so low. I saw our commander standing beside an IMPERIAL flag and shouted to all soldiers not to give up. I just thinked in my heart would I see my family again or my life end here? “
Its was amazing why I could write that story. Was it true?
So I continued to read the history and found what made me more amazing again. Some interested notes that I took from the history :
“ January 3rd, 1885 FRENCH troops moved toward a NUI BOP village to face a detachment of CHINESE IMPERIAL ARMY (GUANGXI ARMY) who had made an entrenched camp there before. The CHINESE made a wood fortification on elevated ground (Eastern Fort and Western Fort) and put their cannon upon them. A trench was built between the forts.The battle started from January 3rd until 4th, 1885. The first day of the battle, the FRENCH pushed and crushed the CHINESE defense and captured the Phong Cot valley. The second day, before dawn the CHINESE made a counterattack to recapture the Phong Cot valley. The attack was suportted by ARTILLERY in Western FORT but this attack was failed. The FRENCH continued to crush CHINESE defensive line, charged the trench defender with bayonet and captured the CHINESE fort. At 11:15 am the entire entrenched camp was in FRENCH hands. The result of the BATTLE of NUI BOP was the victory for the FRENCH with light casualties and heavy casualties for the CHINESE. The CHINESE withdrew from NUI BOP leaving 600 corpses . The FRENCH scoured the battlefield during the afternoon and kill all the wounded CHINESE soldiers they could find with pistol shots to the head. A number of unwounded Chinese soldiers were taken prisoner by the FRENCH at NUI BOP.”
After I read, an impression came to me again and lead me to write this :
“ I lifted my hand above my head as a sign that I surrender. Although I was fear but I still tried to lifted up my head before my capturer, a young FRENCH soldiers with a rifle in his hand and he was ready to shot me. I did that with the reason if he shot me I would die proudly. “
What I read (the history) especially about the war’s situation had a similarity with my story. I analyzed that I was in the situation when the fort (there were cannons according my story and the CHINESE put their cannons at their fort according the history) where I was there, was sacked by FRENCH troops and our defensive line were broken. We couldn’t make an attack again, the only way was running or hiding and so was I. I hide under my cannon but soon FRENCH soldiers would find and capture me with no difficulties. Other soldiers might be run and withdrew.
Although it was just a puzzle about my life, it could explain a part of my personality. And more interesting, When I started to believe about reincarnation, the impressions of my past life came to me more frequently. Sometimes the impressions came when I wanted to remember or came to me suddenly when it was triggered by situation or something. When I had remembered, It made me get an more easy feeling. I knew more memories will be revealed time by time. So amazingly!
