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Memories of the Alhambra

Reynardine

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Since GreenKnight asked for it, here's the Alhambra thread :) Anyone who has had lives in Moorish Spain is welcome to share, it would be nice to know that there are more of us!

It all began when I visited the Alhambra two years ago. I enjoyed walking through it so much, and I nearly started to cry when they were closing and I had to leave...There were many places in it that gave me a strange feeling of familiarity, above all the highest watchtower and the ruins of the Nasrid palaces, but also the ruins of houses in the Alcazaba, the military part of the Alhambra (on the right in the first picture on the page).

As usual, it took me quite a while to "connect the dots", and it was only a few months later that I had the first memories. I remembered having been a Moorish soldier, probably named Yussuf, whose mother or grandmother had been an African slave. I still looked rather African, and my skin became very dark in summer, but nobody seemed to mind, even though I was the only one. I don't know what rank I had, maybe something equivalent to the modern rank of Sergeant, since I can remember training the young recruits and I think I had some authority.

I remember that we used to do a kind of sword dance in our free time, it was a slow one with measured movements, but you stil had to be rather precise if you didn't want to cut or bruise your opponent's hands when clashing swords. It's hard to describe, but it looked like a slow-motion sword duel with ritualised movements, and I think shields were used in it as well. We probably hit our shields with our scimitars at one point of the dance, perhaps at the beginning (???)...
I found an Andalusian Moorish tune called "Lamma Bada" that reminds me of the music for our sword dance; unfortunately I only have it as an MP3 and can't attach it. But if anyone is interested, PM me and I can email it!

We had lots of horses at the Alhambra; they would probably be considered as coarse and ugly by today's standards, but they were strong, clever and hardy. Most of them were greys or chestnuts with white spots on their foreheads, and I think the greys were all born black (grey horses can be born either black or chestnut-coloured).
There was one grey horse we called "Storm", who was rather difficult, but he had taken a liking to me and was rather nice when I was around. That probably was because I used to bribe him with stale bread and apples ;) Another horse I remember was a chestnut called Caliph, a favourite of my young friend, of whom I'll talk later. Caliph was friendlier than Storm, and a few years younger and rather playful. We sometimes used to race them against each other when we had some free time or were ordered to exercise the horses; that was one duty we loved to do!

As for my young friend, he was a Christian orphan whose original name may have been Rodrigo or Miguel; I don't know how he ended up on the Alhambra, but somehow he did, and was raised by Maryam, an older woman in charge of the sick and the orphans, who may have been a Christian in her youth as well. Maryam and I were friends in a Platonic way; we often used to joke that we were like two old, barren mules since neither of us had produced any offspring...We often used to sit in the shade of a tree, eat pomegranates and talk about things when we had time...
My young friend was raised by Maryam as well, and when he was old enough and declared that he wanted to be a soldier, he came into my charge. By that time he had been given an Arabian name which I don't remember, since he was usually addressed by his nickname "Rumi" (spelling?), which means "Christian" or "Byzantine" in Arabic. He was teased a lot at first, but managed to earn everyone's respect by being a good fighter and sword dancer. He got into a few scuffles as a teenager as well, but I usually pretended not to notice, since I thought the lads had to fight it out for themselves. Of course I would have taken action if it had become serious, but it never did...

I met Rumi a few times when he was little and still in Maryam's charge, and I remember how fascinated he was by my skin colour. He realised it wasn't going to rub off when he got older, though :)

Well, so much for now, I hope I didn't bore you too much! I'll post more later if you're interested, but now I've got to run!
 
Thanks for sharing, Nathali - very fascinating! :)

I would love to hear more of this life, so keep posting, please! :thumbsup:

Karoliina
 
Hi Nathali,

I really enjoyed reading your memories. :D Please do post more of them when you have time!

I found your description of the sword dance fascinating -- in that little horrid shiver of delight sort of way. I could almost picture it...:D



Aili :)
 
Glad you enjoyed it, Karoliina and Aili!
Aili, I liked your "little horrid shiver of delight" - what an interesting way of putting it! It would b e funny if you saw a similar dance in a past life, wouldn't it? By the way, I remembered where I found the tune: "Peach Curry" site. You can find a sample if you scroll down and click on "Lamma Bada". I'm looking forward to seeing if it strikes a chord with you!

Well, since you wanted to hear more, here we go...Alhambra Story Time :)

One night while keeping watch on the Torre de la Vela with Rumi, we had a kind of "father-son" talk. I'd noticed that Rumi had taken a liking to a certain girl, and decided it was time to tell him about the birds and the bees ;) Well, not quite that, he already knew how that worked, but I asked him if he liked the girl, if he was planning to marry her and so on. I had never been married or in love either (I guess I was kind of asexual, like I am in this life, and perfectly happy on my own), but he still wanted to ask me for advice. Of course I was deeply honoured and tried to help him as well as I could. We rather enjoyed keeping watch at night, as it was relatively quiet, there was little to do save look out for fires and unusual sounds and sights, and it was our "talk time".

I think Maryam worked as a nurse or nanny for the Abencerrajes family, a noble family who lived on the Alhambra and served as courtiers and councellors of the king (Boabdil's father? I saw a painting of Boabdil as a boy that looks very familiar, but maybe he just reminds me of a boy we knew back then...if not, that would be too ironic!). The head of the family was a tall, strong man in his early thirties, but we soldiers joked that he must still be afraid of Maryam, who had put him across her knee and sent him to bed without a dessert when he was a boy - and a very naughty one at that ;)

There was a small boy called Ibrahim, son of one of the craftsmen that lived in the Alcazaba (you can see the foundations of their houses in the picture, looking down from the Torre de la vela), who hated his name because he said it was an "old man's name" but never found a suitable abbreviation or pet name, so he grudgingly accepted it. He was a bright, curious and intelligent boy with a great outlook to the future, but sadly he drowned at ten or eleven while playing and fooling around in a river outside the walls with some other boys. The oldest boy of the group always thought himself responsible for Ibrahim's death and was about to kill himself out of grief, but Ibrahim's mother comforted him and even nursed him when he became ill, telling him that it was nobody's fault but simply fate or bad luck; she grieved terribly as well but still found the energy to comfort the other boy, which I found amazing!

I think I know Ibrahim in this life, and I know for sure who Rumi is, a dear friend with whom I've shared many lives. It's very nice to know that we don't lose people forever...

P.S. After having those memories I finally realised why the last verse of the Spanish folk song "Tres Morillas" ("Three Little Moorish Girls") always made me cry and was hard to stand, even though I love the song...The verse is:

Díjeles: "Quién sois, señoras,
De mi vida robadores?"
"Cristianas que eramos moras en Jaén,
Aixa, Fatima y Marién."

(I said to them: "Who are you ladies,
Stealers of my life?"
"Christians who used to be Moors in Jaén,
Aixa, Fatima and Marién.")

I think neither Rumi nor I lived to see the defeat and expulsion, but still...we probably wouldn't have liked the idea much! :)
 
Amazing memories Nathali, and so much detail. Thanks for sharing..:thumbsup:

Are you planning to ever return to Alhambra? Since you recalled your memories after you had returned home, you must be keen to go back and have another look?

Chris..:)
 
Thanks, Chris, glad you liked them! Yes, I do plan to revisit the Alhambra one day, should I live so long :tongue: It would be nice to go there again and see if more memories come up; in the meantime, I can still look at my Alhambra books and download pictures from the Internet ;) I'm imagining what my luggage would be like: one spare T-shirt, one spare pair of socks, a toothbrush and ten kilos of film rolls and photo equipment :D
 
The amount of detail in your recollections never stops amazing me. :thumbsup:

We want more! :D

Karoliina
 
Thanks, Karoliina, I'm glad you liked reading my Alhambra story :) I'd love to write more but can't think of anything at the moment. Funnily enough, there were two documentaries about Andalusia on TV tonight, and I watched them both, hoping that they'd bring back some more memories, but they didn't. (Duh!) I hope at least I'll dream tonight!

Well, I do have one more impression, but it's more like a "freeze-frame" - the king and his councellors are poring over a large document that appears to be a letter. It seems extremely important, since everybody is staring at it and they're discussing it in hushed tones, but I can't understand what they're talking about. Maybe I'd been summoned to stand guard, or maybe they needed me as background decoration :)
Another possibility could be that it was Assizes Day and someone had handed in a written complaint, and the other men surrounding the king were judges and jurists...That might be why they felt a guard was needed, to tell the applicants that they'd better not try anything funny if they weren't satisfied with the decision, or the big black man with the scimitar would forget his good manners for a moment ;)
 
Yes *more, more, more* pleeeease. :D I'm devouring your story! I find your memories so....exciting! I'm completely captivated. :)

I listened to the song -- and although it doesn't sound familiar specifically -- there is a resonance with that type of music that made me want to put on a veil and dance in a very Eastern way. (Okay, okay, so I did dance around the apartment a bit. ;) :tongue:)

Thank you again for sharing your story -- and please keep us updated!

Aili :)
 
Hi Nathali, Thanks for sharing your story. I've been to that area and regret not seeing this beautiful place. Spain is truly one my most favorite places in the world. I have a deep attraction to it and someday I hope to return.
Tman
 
You're welcome, Tman, it's such a pity you couldn't visit the Alhambra - but I hope you get the chance next time!

Of course I'll keep you all updated if there are any new memories ;)
 
Thank you for sharing with us Nathali. I have enjoyed reading about your experience. *S*S*S*S*:) :D
 
Thank you, too, Deborah, I'm glad you enjoyed it! Writing it all down was nice because I could "re-live" it all, and that was something I liked very much! ;)
 
Hello Nathali,

Do you know when this PL of yours took place? I'm just curious about the history of Spain as it seems I've had several PL's there, but they all (I know of) have happened hundreds of years ago.

Karoliina
 
Hello Karoliina,

It's hard to say but it feels like early to mid-1450s or 1460s. I can't imagine any greater unrest or struggles, like there apparantly was during that time, but that doesn't mean anything since the only things I remember of that life are the ones I've already posted.

Do you have any details about your lives in Spain? I'd like to hear more of it if you don't mind sharing!
 
Thanks for answering, Nathali. :)

I'll just say for now that I might have been there around the same time (don't know which region yet), and also in the 1500's and maybe even 1600's. But as my memories are not validated yet, I don't want to share them publicly - but I might write you an email once I find a moment. ;)

Karoliina
 
You're welcome, Karoliina! ;) Of course, I understand that you don't want to post your memories yet, when everything is still so vague - but I'll be looking forward to hearing from you!

By the way, here's another memory I forgot to post because things have been rather hectic lately - duh!
One day, when he was about fourteen or fifteen, a fellow soldier and I took "Rumi" to the town to show him where his people came from, and since he was curious and it was Sunday he decided to visit a Christian service while my friend and I waited outside. When he came back out he said it had been interesting but rather confusing, and he couldn't identify with it at all. But he said the thing that had bothered him most was that nobody took off their shoes when entering the church...

We went to the 15th equivalent of a snack bar afterwards and bought some sweets to eat on the way back to the Alhambra; we probably felt that we'd deserved it after that big culture shock ;)
 
Hiya,


I just wanted to tell you that I went to a bookstore the other day and I saw that there was a newly published (2004) book about Alhambra. Of course this was a Danish translation, but the name of the author (Oleg Grabar) was not Danish, so I gather that it's probably an international publication.


Just in case you're interested :)
 
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