wpnorman
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As a young girl in the 60's I used to tell my mom that I am Julie Myer. My name is not even close to that. I used to remember things about this girl and think of her often around the ages of 6 or so.
My life has been troubled in some ways and blessed in others. I have always felt somewhat 'old' for my age with an uncanny kind of 'knowing' about things, especially the spirit if you will of others. Mainly I have always had an unexplained longing or searching for something. What, I do not know but it drives me endlessly. It is difficult to go through life searching for something that you are not sure what it is. I think it is a someone as I feel deeply I will know when I see it or them. So strange!
Anyway, because of my continued sadness I began seeing a therapist in my early twenties. Mind you I had a good life, great job, considered very attractive, friends, dates, etc. Nothing to really be sad over. By the way, I was always a christian believer through all this. Eventually the therapist wanted to do hypnotherapy. After a few sessions he sent me to a colleague that he thought could help me. We had never discussed PLR or PL's for that matter as I would have ran out the door.
I go see this lady therapist who asked if she could hypnotize me. She made a recording for my comfort. I began, under hypnotherapy to tell her that I was Julie Myer. I could see the same girl I remembered as a child. She was at university in Texas. She drove a green Pinto i think. I then began to cry and tell about driving in a car at night. My husband was driving. I could see the headlights flash across his face as we talked. His teeth were beautiful. I looked over my shoulder at our new baby in the car seat in the back. Suddenly there was light and loud sounds. Then I am out of the car on the ground, at least I can see my body there. I was crying hysterically by now and saying that I did not want to leave them because they needed me. I could see all the commotion, my husband and baby. We were on a bridge over a swamp. Funny thing is, I knew the bridge as it is in the town where I was born in Mississippi.
From there I spoke of being in Ireland a very long time ago. I have on a long plain type dress like you see in western movies out on the farm. Our house was on a cliff overlooking the ocean. I am working in a garden but there is sand everywhere except in patches. I had two twin boys who are playing in the sand. I look out to the sea with great sadness. I say on the tape that I am waiting for my husband to return as he was a merchant marine or something to do with long trips on ships. He was due to return a month or so before but did not arrive.
After that, I was fascinated but put it behind me. Over the 14 years since then my beliefs seemed to be missing something. I became very drawn to looking into PL's. It seems to 'fill in the gaps' for me. It also gives me hope and purpose in some way. However, I wish desperately to know more about reincarnation and how it works. More importantly, does anyone have insight into what my deep longing and unexplained searching have to do with this and what I should do next.
Thank you,
My life has been troubled in some ways and blessed in others. I have always felt somewhat 'old' for my age with an uncanny kind of 'knowing' about things, especially the spirit if you will of others. Mainly I have always had an unexplained longing or searching for something. What, I do not know but it drives me endlessly. It is difficult to go through life searching for something that you are not sure what it is. I think it is a someone as I feel deeply I will know when I see it or them. So strange!
Anyway, because of my continued sadness I began seeing a therapist in my early twenties. Mind you I had a good life, great job, considered very attractive, friends, dates, etc. Nothing to really be sad over. By the way, I was always a christian believer through all this. Eventually the therapist wanted to do hypnotherapy. After a few sessions he sent me to a colleague that he thought could help me. We had never discussed PLR or PL's for that matter as I would have ran out the door.
I go see this lady therapist who asked if she could hypnotize me. She made a recording for my comfort. I began, under hypnotherapy to tell her that I was Julie Myer. I could see the same girl I remembered as a child. She was at university in Texas. She drove a green Pinto i think. I then began to cry and tell about driving in a car at night. My husband was driving. I could see the headlights flash across his face as we talked. His teeth were beautiful. I looked over my shoulder at our new baby in the car seat in the back. Suddenly there was light and loud sounds. Then I am out of the car on the ground, at least I can see my body there. I was crying hysterically by now and saying that I did not want to leave them because they needed me. I could see all the commotion, my husband and baby. We were on a bridge over a swamp. Funny thing is, I knew the bridge as it is in the town where I was born in Mississippi.
From there I spoke of being in Ireland a very long time ago. I have on a long plain type dress like you see in western movies out on the farm. Our house was on a cliff overlooking the ocean. I am working in a garden but there is sand everywhere except in patches. I had two twin boys who are playing in the sand. I look out to the sea with great sadness. I say on the tape that I am waiting for my husband to return as he was a merchant marine or something to do with long trips on ships. He was due to return a month or so before but did not arrive.
After that, I was fascinated but put it behind me. Over the 14 years since then my beliefs seemed to be missing something. I became very drawn to looking into PL's. It seems to 'fill in the gaps' for me. It also gives me hope and purpose in some way. However, I wish desperately to know more about reincarnation and how it works. More importantly, does anyone have insight into what my deep longing and unexplained searching have to do with this and what I should do next.
Thank you,
