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Vogue_1983.

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Hi,so this is probably going to be very long but I just need to let it all out.So I've always been drawn to the 19th and 20th century.I always told my parents how much I hated this century and wanted to go back to the 19th/20th century.But at the time I didn't think much about it ,and thought it was just a strong interest of mine.But it always felt as if something was missing.

When I was 12 I discovered my past lives and it felt as if I finally knew what was missing in my life.This also explained why so always felt so out of place in this century/in my family.(I still do though)But here is the thing,I don't have much real memories about my 3 past lives.The only things I know about my past lives is who I was,where I lived etc.But I don't have real memories.(I Wish I had some though)

But the live I'm the most drawn to is my second life.And that's maybe the life that also depresses me the most.In that life I met a man I really loved,and we had a good time togheter. But there was also this other woman who liked him as well and became very envious of me.And I became very envious of her too.Apparently,they where togheter before I met this man,and from the moment he met me he started ignoring her.That's why she hated me so much.But then WW2 Broke out and I tried to attempt suicide,but failed.I died a couple of years after the end of the war.I saw that man a couple of times at the beginning of the war,but then he stopped visiting.I get why,bc it probably wasn't easy to just go and visit People whenever you wanted during a war.Anyhow,I miss this man terribly,and I really just want to be with him again.But I sadly know I Will probably never see him again.Except if I ever go to heaven,but I'm scared that that other woman is going to be with him in heaven.(my worst nightmare).

I'm thinking about keeping myself single ,cause nobody Else is just like him. I also have pretty low self Esteem, so staying single is not going to be a very hard task.(even though seeing all these happy couples around me just makes me depressed.)Also I just miss my family I had back then.I had lots of siblings,and even though they could be annoying at times,I still loved them.What depresses me even more is that the fact that they are all not going to believe me if I would Tell them that I'm their reincarnated sister.(Even though they are all dead.)They would probably all be very offended if I did.:/I still kept a lot of the same personality traits I had though.I also don't Tell anyone I know now about my past lives,bc I'm scared that they are all not going to believe me and think that I'm weird.So I just keep everything to myself.

Also this modern world just scares me. And the People in it scare me even more. I'm sick of all these People saying that they are glad to be alive in this century,cause if they would live in the past they wouldn't be treated equally /would get a "weird" illness.Those are just stereotype's in my opinion.If they would've actually lived back then they wouldn't say such things about the past.

I just miss the simplicity of these days.I miss the People,the way People behaved towards each other etc...I also wonder if I'm ever going to meet this man again :/. So I guess this is the end of this thread. I hope there are some People who can relate to this.
 
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Hi @Vogue_1983.

Welcome to the forum!
Memories of past lives are often composed around Love. That's the force that keeps us going.

We often miss the people from our memories but as you might have read somewhere: we often reincarnate together again. Personally, I have met a lot of old friends in this life. When I was younger, it was just a strong feeling that I knew this other person. For the last past ten years, I get more explicit details about the past and what role people played in that past.

I recognize your feeling of not belonging to this era. That's not so strange as it sounds. Events and circumstances change quickly in our days. I am also convinced that the past was not better. Our vision of the World was much smaller than nowadays. That could give a feeling of comfort but also a lot of confusion when we didn't see the bigger picture of politics and science. And people were as complicated as they are now. That never changed.
 
I know how it feels to not belong in this time period, but I always wanted to live in some utopian version of the future sort of like in the old cartoon, the Jetsons. I guess it's because I have the ability to foresee the future sometimes. I even know some of what my future life might be like. Usually whenever I watch movies or TV shows that take place in the past I'm actually glad I wasn't born back then because it seems life was much harder back then.
 
fireflydancing said:
Hi @Vogue_1983.

Welcome to the forum!
Memories of past lives are often composed around Love. That's the force that keeps us going.

We often miss the people from our memories but as you might have read somewhere: we often reincarnate together again. Personally, I have met a lot of old friends in this life. When I was younger, it was just a strong feeling that I knew this other person. For the last past ten years, I get more explicit details about the past and what role people played in that past.

I recognize your feeling of not belonging to this era. That's not so strange as it sounds. Events and circumstances change quickly in our days. I am also convinced that the past was not better. Our vision of the World was much smaller than nowadays. That could give a feeling of comfort but also a lot of confusion when we didn't see the bigger picture of politics and science. And people were as complicated as they are now. That never changed.
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Thanks for your reply :).I heard a lot about us people reïncarnating in groups,but I had a life inbetween the life I was talking about and my current life.But I haven't met him in that life.Is it possible that the man I'm talking about just didn't reincarnate?
 
Vogue_1983. said:
Thanks for your reply :).I heard a lot about us people reïncarnating in groups,but I had a life inbetween the life I was talking about and my current life.But I haven't met him in that life.Is it possible that the man I'm talking about just didn't reincarnate?
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I can't tell you. Of course, it is possible. As far as I know from my own experience, I didn't reincarnate with the exact same people every time.
 
Hi, I'm sorry you miss someone so much as well as the past, but I think many of us can relate. I don't think you should feel jealous or envy the other woman. What ever connection, what ever love his (his/her/it's soul) has for you and you in return to him can not be killed by someone else who happened to like or love him too, that is my belief. No one should face a situation when they have to fight for someone's love and attention like that, I'm sorry he and her put you through that. I hope you find the love of your life in this current life and don't have to be in that type of situation again :)
 
Vogue_1983. said:
Thanks for your reply :).I heard a lot about us people reïncarnating in groups,but I had a life inbetween the life I was talking about and my current life.But I haven't met him in that life.Is it possible that the man I'm talking about just didn't reincarnate?
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Firstly, hello!

Secondly, yes, it is entirely plausible that the man you are referring to did not reincarnate into this life with you. My past life, I had two men with whom I was particularly close. My PL husband, who died in battle, and a close companion, who died some eighteen years after I did. This second individual, I seem to sense around me in a spiritual sense. He has guided me to my discovery, and he keeps me safe and feeling loved. He has for years, but I was never capable of putting a name or face to him. The PL husband, I'm not so sure about. I don't feel that I have met him in this life, I think I would know and remember, but I also don't sense him spiritually as often as the other.

While we can reincarnate in groups, we don't all come around together at the same time all the time. Some may stay behind for one or two incarnations, or come back separate to us. We may have to seek them out. Or, as with my spiritual companion, they become something else to us and never come back again.
 
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