Pyrosfuel said:
I'm finding the more spiritual you are the less you have to search for what your heart naturally brings you. I'm sure I will cross paths with this search of past life religions. One day it will just happen. Is this how others experience these things. It definitely seems like a common grounds for obtaining information.
i've had a dream that has led me to pursue an interesting path and after being a member here i think it could be a past life religious belief. it's not necessarily a religion but a way of life.
the dream itself is a bit loopy but it was significant in that i was introduced to a word i never heard before.
pyrosfuel, maybe this was it 'just happening'
i was going to try and recall it mentally but found the actual journal recording of the dream logged back in 2009. please excuse my choppyness and grammar, i typed this out a couple days after the dream 4 years ago and have only shared this once elsewhere.
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i had a dream with the ladybug-
we were outside-there were a bunch of people standing around. i remember seeing my two dogs that have been with me since birth. someone on the phone told me and another it was going to flood. he told us to climb the tallest tree, get to the top.
people thought they would be safe in their houses, but this was not your ordinary flood. it started to rain- people started to panic. they saw my friend and i climbing the tree and they began to follow. some climbed over us- in a hurry- the tree itself started to sink into the ground. everything that went underneath the water turned grey and became still. as we got closer to the top- there was someone waiting there. people would stick out their hands and a pink heart would come floating- landing on their hands. when this happened, they were transported to safety. i was the last person up. the person looked at me and said, "did you learn your lesson?" i opened up my hand- i was hesitant to answer because the tree kept sinking and the water drew close. the heart came out- but did not land on my hand. this must have meant no but, i was so sure- i remember saying that "i DID learn my lesson" it had something to do with love- frantic i climbed higher- to the highest point of the tree. the water started to take to my feet- frozen, i could not move my legs. i extended my palm out and waited. i had help from an outside source, in my eyes- my pappy. he talked to the man at the top and pointed to a sac of insects. the man said, "but those aren't ready. they aren't even born." my pappy took one of the insects and placed it in my hand and then he was gone. it was a lady bug- uncurling itself in my palm. the water was now up to my belly- the lady bug flew around and the pink heart came out again. the heart floated and then landed on the ladybug. at this point the water was up to my head- everything below the water, frozen. all that was left was my extended reach. the ladybug with the pink heart now attached to it, landed back in my palm.
the people looked at the man at the top and the man smiled, looking at my hand. this part is hard to explain but after the ladybug landed again- i felt everything i was witnessing- was not me at all. i felt transfered. suddenly, i was the man at the top. the people asked "what of him?" and the man said "i am him. i am sufi."
everything i saw was somehow related to the man waiting at the top- after this i remember walking along the shoreline with a group of people. i remember seeing my mom and dad- they were younger. they were healthy and happy- i don't know if they knew i was their son at this point- i was talking to my mom and my dad was running down the beach. afterwards i woke up
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the reason i recorded this is because that is the first time i heard the word "sufi"
i looked it up only to find sufism is a way of life and shortly after found an apprecation for the teachings of hazrat inayat khan
sorry for the lengthy post. i know it can use some revision but i was really surprised to have found the RAW log still floating around
after doing some research on sufism i later found this website for daily inspiration
http://wahiduddin.net/saki/saki_new.php
a sip from the bowl of saki - messages from inayat khan