The weekend of July 22-24, 2011, I attended a workshop on past life regression therapy at the Omega Institute in Rhinebeck, NY, entitled “Same Soul, Many Bodies”, with Dr. Brian Weiss, MD. This is a description of my experiences which I wrote down the day after. It is largely unedited but occasionally I will make notes in brackets; these were added later.
For how I wound up at this workshop, read my introduction.
The week before I went to the workshop, I recorded the relaxation tape that Weiss gave a script for in the back of his books, and used it to practice.
When I emerged from the door [the last part of the induction], I saw an old man who was myself. I was wearing a somewhat shabby robe and standing on a little path between a whole lot of jars and boxes and stuff around some tents. I did not know my name nor was I able to see anything else of that life (and I will omit mentioning not seeing things I didn’t see in further descriptions).
I didn’t see anything at first, but then I saw a shot across a savanna with mountains in the far distance. After a moment the shot changed to a shot of me on that savanna holding a spear as though I was about to throw it at something. In front of me to the right was a man on a horse or other animal who I became aware was treating me negatively, calling me a coward or things like that for being afraid to throw the spear. I believe we both had very dark skin. I also believe he was my current father.
Then I went to the workshop. The whole thing was an experience, and as I have said to others the past life memories were just the cake under the icing. The people there were very loving and supportive for the most part, and I had some great conversations. There were over 350 people in the workshop.
Weiss directed us to see a childhood memory. (Of course, each time I say something like this, it took longer than this and usually involved counting down or some other technique.)
I saw the gables on the roof of the Adirondack Loj, and then a step back and the Loj with Heart Lake in the background. Then I saw a house by a lake that I think was a cousin’s house I haven’t been to in a long time. Then I saw our Cabin #5 by Indian Lake.
Weiss directed us to become aware of why our subconscious chose this memory.
Based on this and some thoughts that came to me later when I was walking in one of the gardens at Omega, I believe the message was:
Weiss directed us to see an in-utero memory.
I saw sort of from the perspective of my mom her pregnant, my sister in front of her at about age 7, and my dad younger. My sister’s hair was wet and she was wearing some turquoise and possibly orange clothing that I thought was a swimsuit. We were in the dining room of our apartment.
Weiss directed us to see a past-life memory or a memory from the spiritual state between lives.
I saw from an enclosed space with a round window with ribs in front of and below me. Looking down through the window, I saw a city next to a river.
As Weiss directed us to look at ourselves and see who we were, I became aware that I was a gunner in the tail of a German aircraft in World War II. I believe there was a swastika on my uniform on my arm. I later joked with myself and others that if I was making it up, I would have made myself American.
As Weiss directed us to look around at the other people around us, I became aware of but didn't see (sort of like looking at a infrared picture) that I was one of six people in the airplane. I didn't see the shape of the airplane itself, but I saw two guys on either side and then two guys farther forward slightly farther apart on either side. Finally there was one guy in the front of the plane, which surprised me because I thought planes always had co-pilots. [Later note: I did a tiny bit of research afterwards: the guy in the front would have been the bombardier, the two guys farther back the pilot and copilot, and the other two guys gunners. Does anyone know anything about this?] I don't think any of us were shooting at anyone at this point.
Then Weiss directed us to go to the end of our life, and I saw a piece of flak come up from the ground a bit to our right and hit the plane near its center. It spiraled down into the water, and very soon the water flooded into my compartment and I drowned. This only took a couple seconds, and I watched it from outside myself but pretty close, like sort of “over the shoulder”. I did not feel anything emotionally about this--watching it was not a scary experience.
I (the observer of now) then saw my soul (of then) “standing” outside my body, which was facedown underwater still in the wreckage of the plane. Weiss directed us to become aware of what we had learned in that life, and I believe I had learned about how war is futile.
The physical world sort of grayed out, though I could see my body for longer than everything else. Both I and my soul became aware of a cone-shaped light above and to the right, and we went to it. We crossed one layer of light (which I perceived as a sphere with its center way off to the upper right) and I saw my soul sort of climbing up into it. Then (I believe it was at Weiss’ suggestion) I saw an old guy in a white robe (who I couldn't see very clearly) greet my soul between the first and second layers of light. Weiss directed us to ask if there were any messages for us, and I became aware that the guy had this message for me (me now, not my soul then):
Then my soul took his hand and together they walked into the second layer of light. I tried to follow but couldn’t enter the brighter light.
[continued in next post]
For how I wound up at this workshop, read my introduction.
The week before I went to the workshop, I recorded the relaxation tape that Weiss gave a script for in the back of his books, and used it to practice.
~Monday, July 18, 2011, with tape
When I emerged from the door [the last part of the induction], I saw an old man who was myself. I was wearing a somewhat shabby robe and standing on a little path between a whole lot of jars and boxes and stuff around some tents. I did not know my name nor was I able to see anything else of that life (and I will omit mentioning not seeing things I didn’t see in further descriptions).
~Tuesday, July 19, 2011, with tape
I didn’t see anything at first, but then I saw a shot across a savanna with mountains in the far distance. After a moment the shot changed to a shot of me on that savanna holding a spear as though I was about to throw it at something. In front of me to the right was a man on a horse or other animal who I became aware was treating me negatively, calling me a coward or things like that for being afraid to throw the spear. I believe we both had very dark skin. I also believe he was my current father.
Then I went to the workshop. The whole thing was an experience, and as I have said to others the past life memories were just the cake under the icing. The people there were very loving and supportive for the most part, and I had some great conversations. There were over 350 people in the workshop.
Friday, July 22, 2011, ~8:45 PM-9:30 PM, group regression led by Dr. Weiss
Weiss directed us to see a childhood memory. (Of course, each time I say something like this, it took longer than this and usually involved counting down or some other technique.)
I saw the gables on the roof of the Adirondack Loj, and then a step back and the Loj with Heart Lake in the background. Then I saw a house by a lake that I think was a cousin’s house I haven’t been to in a long time. Then I saw our Cabin #5 by Indian Lake.
Weiss directed us to become aware of why our subconscious chose this memory.
Based on this and some thoughts that came to me later when I was walking in one of the gardens at Omega, I believe the message was:
Look at the world like you look at a photograph.
Walk slower.
Don't miss the trees for the forest.
Walk slower.
Don't miss the trees for the forest.
Weiss directed us to see an in-utero memory.
I saw sort of from the perspective of my mom her pregnant, my sister in front of her at about age 7, and my dad younger. My sister’s hair was wet and she was wearing some turquoise and possibly orange clothing that I thought was a swimsuit. We were in the dining room of our apartment.
Weiss directed us to see a past-life memory or a memory from the spiritual state between lives.
I saw from an enclosed space with a round window with ribs in front of and below me. Looking down through the window, I saw a city next to a river.
As Weiss directed us to look at ourselves and see who we were, I became aware that I was a gunner in the tail of a German aircraft in World War II. I believe there was a swastika on my uniform on my arm. I later joked with myself and others that if I was making it up, I would have made myself American.
As Weiss directed us to look around at the other people around us, I became aware of but didn't see (sort of like looking at a infrared picture) that I was one of six people in the airplane. I didn't see the shape of the airplane itself, but I saw two guys on either side and then two guys farther forward slightly farther apart on either side. Finally there was one guy in the front of the plane, which surprised me because I thought planes always had co-pilots. [Later note: I did a tiny bit of research afterwards: the guy in the front would have been the bombardier, the two guys farther back the pilot and copilot, and the other two guys gunners. Does anyone know anything about this?] I don't think any of us were shooting at anyone at this point.
Then Weiss directed us to go to the end of our life, and I saw a piece of flak come up from the ground a bit to our right and hit the plane near its center. It spiraled down into the water, and very soon the water flooded into my compartment and I drowned. This only took a couple seconds, and I watched it from outside myself but pretty close, like sort of “over the shoulder”. I did not feel anything emotionally about this--watching it was not a scary experience.
I (the observer of now) then saw my soul (of then) “standing” outside my body, which was facedown underwater still in the wreckage of the plane. Weiss directed us to become aware of what we had learned in that life, and I believe I had learned about how war is futile.
The physical world sort of grayed out, though I could see my body for longer than everything else. Both I and my soul became aware of a cone-shaped light above and to the right, and we went to it. We crossed one layer of light (which I perceived as a sphere with its center way off to the upper right) and I saw my soul sort of climbing up into it. Then (I believe it was at Weiss’ suggestion) I saw an old guy in a white robe (who I couldn't see very clearly) greet my soul between the first and second layers of light. Weiss directed us to ask if there were any messages for us, and I became aware that the guy had this message for me (me now, not my soul then):
Love.
Be strong.
Have no fear.
Be strong.
Have no fear.
Then my soul took his hand and together they walked into the second layer of light. I tried to follow but couldn’t enter the brighter light.
[continued in next post]
