Early childhood phobia

[Frank_183]

Dear all,

I just remembered this: The first 5 years of my life we lived in an appartment building with central heating. Then we moved into our own house, which has its own oil heating in the basement.

Now, its a bit difficult to explain. When getting active The "burner" of this thing did some kind of a pre-glowing or pre-heating before the actual burning of oil started, similiar to old diesel engines.

When getting activated, this thing made a high whirring, whining sound for about 10-20 seconds, then followed by the dark booming sound of the actual heating. And this totally freaked me out at the age of 5. I was literally panicking. As far as I can remember I was not an overly anxious kid, not easily frightened. I had no problem to go into the basement, I had to fear of darkness. And I had no problem when the heating was running. It's just that when it didn't I was scared to death that it might start as described above.

For once my parents were understanding and caring. But when they asked me what exactly the problem about it was, I just didn't have any answer. And even at that young age I was normally able to name and reason any fears I had, just this one was to me absolutely not explainable. It went away later and I have never thought about it again. Just when I read in Carol's book about this boy having no problem to be in the tub in the water, but panicking when the water was running in, then I remembered my story.

So, my question: can anybody relate or does anybody have any idea, what I possibly could have remembered he, just under the assumption.

Best regards
Frank

 

[The Traveler]

Dear all,

I just remembered this: The first 5 years of my life we lived in an appartment building with central heating. Then we moved into our own house, which has its own oil heating in the basement.

Now, its a bit difficult to explain. When getting active The "burner" of this thing did some kind of a pre-glowing or pre-heating before the actual burning of oil started, similiar to old diesel engines.

When getting activated, this thing made a high whirring, whining sound for about 10-20 seconds, then followed by the dark booming sound of the actual heating. And this totally freaked me out at the age of 5. I was literally panicking. As far as I can remember I was not an overly anxious kid, not easily frightened. I had no problem to go into the basement, I had to fear of darkness. And I had no problem when the heating was running. It's just that when it didn't I was scared to death that it might start as described above.

For once my parents were understanding and caring. But when they asked me what exactly the problem about it was, I just didn't have any answer. And even at that young age I was normally able to name and reason any fears I had, just this one was to me absolutely not explainable. It went away later and I have never thought about it again. Just when I read in Carol's book about this boy having no problem to be in the tub in the water, but panicking when the water was running in, then I remembered my story.

So, my question: can anybody relate or does anybody have any idea, what I possibly could have remembered he, just under the assumption.

Best regards
Frank

Hi. if you're here i suppose you suppose that ancient fear should be connected to some PL memories. well, personally i am not sure about that. cause on my childhood i had a strong fear about skeletons, pictures, expecially the mona lisa picture of leonardo da vinci, i not know why i was so scarried about it.
then i have again, also on my age, the insane phobia of the "gray reticulan aliens" of UFO. but i not think thats unexplainable fears are connected to the 2 PL i have some clue or memories.
maybe the skeleton phobia, but not the others, for what i know.
(and also, i DON'T WANT to know ) i am also aracnophobic and i fear of the sea, but that cause i risked to drown on my childhood and i had bad experiences with spiderwebs. also i dislike dogs and horses, and ever for childhood traumatic experiences.

so, sorry, if i am a lot skeptical about that.
PL fears are much more bad of that things: mostly can lead into psycho somatic or unconsciunsnsess fears with true panic attacks.
i not think is your case. many childs have fear of darkness or bad noises,
but that's normal for that age.
but is just my opinion.

 

[Polaris8]

Dear all,

I just remembered this: The first 5 years of my life we lived in an appartment building with central heating. Then we moved into our own house, which has its own oil heating in the basement.

Now, its a bit difficult to explain. When getting active The "burner" of this thing did some kind of a pre-glowing or pre-heating before the actual burning of oil started, similiar to old diesel engines.

When getting activated, this thing made a high whirring, whining sound for about 10-20 seconds, then followed by the dark booming sound of the actual heating. And this totally freaked me out at the age of 5. I was literally panicking. As far as I can remember I was not an overly anxious kid, not easily frightened. I had no problem to go into the basement, I had to fear of darkness. And I had no problem when the heating was running. It's just that when it didn't I was scared to death that it might start as described above.

For once my parents were understanding and caring. But when they asked me what exactly the problem about it was, I just didn't have any answer. And even at that young age I was normally able to name and reason any fears I had, just this one was to me absolutely not explainable. It went away later and I have never thought about it again. Just when I read in Carol's book about this boy having no problem to be in the tub in the water, but panicking when the water was running in, then I remembered my story.

So, my question: can anybody relate or does anybody have any idea, what I possibly could have remembered he, just under the assumption.

Best regards
Frank

Frank,

The only thing that I can admit to having is I have arachnophobia. I'm not afraid of anything else. Small ones strangely don't bother me just really big spiders. When I was very young I used to have really bad nightmares about spiders. So bad in fact that I would wake up and jump right out of bed running out of the room. My mom would try to clam me down and tell me it was only a bad dream. I then for a short time developed sleepwalking. I don't remember doing this but my mom said I would wake up and turn on all the lights in the house and go back to bed. I remember that a lot of these dreams of spiders would start off with being in a dark place which is why as I child I did not like sleeping in a dark room. So turning on the lights while sleeping made senses to me.

Years later after I became a adult I still have a fear of really big spiders. However I no longer have nightmares about them anymore. It was then a friend of mine who was a psychic did several readings for me over the years. In one of these readings I lived in ancient Egypt and was the magician for the royal court at the time. It was my job to entertain the royal court and the family on special occasions and perform magic acts for everyone. On one of these occasions I did something wrong while performing before a large audiences. The king became highly upset with me and had me put to death for humility him before the court and his peers. The psychic told me that they took me to a place just outside of the temple and there was a big pit with a very large slap of marble next to it. I was then throw into a pit full of very large black and brown poisonous spiders. Which then they cover the pit with the marble slap so I could not get out and left to die. Just hearing about this sent shivers down my spine.

The psychic then told me that this way of death was so overwhelming traumatizing with fear that it left a very heavy imprint on the astral body which created a deep grove impression on the subconscious mind. This memory strongly carried over into other lifetimes which effected the future personalities and lower egos that were to come. And that the only way to over come such fears is to face them ahead on and learn that they no longer pose any threat to the present personality being lived out in this lifetime. In this way one can heal inwardly on a emotional and mental level.

So yes phobias without any reason for them to occur in the present lifetime can be a strong carry overs from lifetimes lived long ago. This is why our subconscious for the most part blocks out our memories that the conscious mind can't handle in the present. And why most people can't remember their PL in general.

Great post thanks for sharing

Love and peace..

P

 

[The Traveler]

Frank,

The only thing that I can admit to having is I have arachnophobia. I'm not afraid of anything else. Small ones strangely don't bother me just really big spiders. When I was very young I used to have really bad nightmares about spiders. So bad in fact that I would wake up and jump right out of bed running out of the room. My mom would try to clam me down and tell me it was only a bad dream. I then for a short time developed sleepwalking. I don't remember doing this but my mom said I would wake up and turn on all the lights in the house and go back to bed. I remember that a lot of these dreams of spiders would start off with being in a dark place which is why as I child I did not like sleeping in a dark room. So turning on the lights while sleeping made senses to me.

Years later after I became a adult I still have a fear of really big spiders. However I no longer have nightmares about them anymore. It was then a friend of mine who was a psychic did several readings for me over the years. In one of these readings I lived in ancient Egypt and was the magician for the royal court at the time. It was my job to entertain the royal court and the family on special occasions and perform magic acts for everyone. On one of these occasions I did something wrong while performing before a large audiences. The king became highly upset with me and had me put to death for humility him before the court and his peers. The psychic told me that they took me to a place just outside of the temple and there was a big pit with a very large slap of marble next to it. I was then throw into a pit full of very large black and brown poisonous spiders. Which then they cover the pit with the marble slap so I could not get out and left to die. Just hearing about this sent shivers down my spine.

The psychic then told me that this way of death was so overwhelming traumatizing with fear that it left a very heavy imprint on the astral body which created a deep grove impression on the subconscious mind. This memory strongly carried over into other lifetimes which effected the future personalities and lower egos that were to come. And that the only way to over come such fears is to face them ahead on and learn that they no longer pose any threat to the present personality being lived out in this lifetime. In this way one can heal inwardly on a emotional and mental level.

So yes phobias without any reason for them to occur in the present lifetime can be a strong carry overs from lifetimes lived long ago. This is why our subconscious for the most part blocks out our memories that the conscious mind can't handle in the present. And why most people can't remember their PL in general.

Great post thanks for sharing

Love and peace..

P

interesting testimoniance. i hope on same of my PL i was not killed by some aliens. >_>