I have been having intense feelings and a connection to a person for a couple of years now and it was something I didn't quite understand. I've spoken to a couple of people about this and it has come to point where they either think I'm crazy or they don't have the answers. Recently an acquaintance of mine suggested that maybe I have crossed paths with this person in another lifetime. The thought never occurred to me and I started to do some research on the matter, which is also how I found this forum. I need help and I don't know where to turn anymore for answers.
So please bare with me
I'm going to try and make a long story short.
I met this guy back in high school. He was a friend of my cousin. When we met, we had an instant connection. I didn't think he'll be into me, but yet he "stole" my phone to add his number. We talked, but he never told me how he actually felt and to be honest I got tired of waiting and moved on.
I was in a relationship for 8 years and lost contact with this guy completely. Yet I kept thinking back to him, feeling there is a connection and also feeling the need to contact him again. I didn't because I felt bad about even thinking about this guy no longer in my life while I'm in a relationship.
I gave into those urges to make contact again two years ago (I wasn't in a relationship) We started talking again and it was an instant connection again. We had both moved to completely different provinces. So our second encounter was over the phone. During our talks, I could clearly see that there was still feelings from his side and so I told him that I still had feelings for him after all these years. Again, this time, he could not give me a straight answer. It came to the point of me going into depression because this guy shows me that he has feelings for me, but says the opposite and treats me like crap for trying. I even said I'd be willing to relocate to give it a shot. I felt like I had a deep connection with him - for instance, when I felt I needed him, he would send me a message. It was like we connected telepathically. We were even in an accident on the same day. The list goes on.
Again, I decided that I could not wait around for someone to make up his mind because it was also destroying me emotionally.
Fast forward 2 years later and we are not in contact anymore. I'm in a happy relationship and yet I find myself thinking back to him. He is always conscious in my mind and no matter how hard I try, he just seems to come back - whether it's in my dreams or just a random thought. The cycle goes on. I have literally tried everything to keep him out of my mind, but it is as if the universe keeps throwing us back together.
Could it be that this is a past life relationship or something else? And is there any way that I can break the connection?
So please bare with me
I'm going to try and make a long story short.
I met this guy back in high school. He was a friend of my cousin. When we met, we had an instant connection. I didn't think he'll be into me, but yet he "stole" my phone to add his number. We talked, but he never told me how he actually felt and to be honest I got tired of waiting and moved on.
I was in a relationship for 8 years and lost contact with this guy completely. Yet I kept thinking back to him, feeling there is a connection and also feeling the need to contact him again. I didn't because I felt bad about even thinking about this guy no longer in my life while I'm in a relationship.
I gave into those urges to make contact again two years ago (I wasn't in a relationship) We started talking again and it was an instant connection again. We had both moved to completely different provinces. So our second encounter was over the phone. During our talks, I could clearly see that there was still feelings from his side and so I told him that I still had feelings for him after all these years. Again, this time, he could not give me a straight answer. It came to the point of me going into depression because this guy shows me that he has feelings for me, but says the opposite and treats me like crap for trying. I even said I'd be willing to relocate to give it a shot. I felt like I had a deep connection with him - for instance, when I felt I needed him, he would send me a message. It was like we connected telepathically. We were even in an accident on the same day. The list goes on.
Again, I decided that I could not wait around for someone to make up his mind because it was also destroying me emotionally.
Fast forward 2 years later and we are not in contact anymore. I'm in a happy relationship and yet I find myself thinking back to him. He is always conscious in my mind and no matter how hard I try, he just seems to come back - whether it's in my dreams or just a random thought. The cycle goes on. I have literally tried everything to keep him out of my mind, but it is as if the universe keeps throwing us back together.
Could it be that this is a past life relationship or something else? And is there any way that I can break the connection?
