Thanks for this Alaskanlaughter.
I can see alot of what Kateet wrote in reflections to my memories. This also ties in with my most recent post and question about marrying ones past life father / mother etc. I wrestle with this sooo much. SO many of the people in my life who I am attracted to have been past life family from my first circle , or from my second circle .
It is interesting as those who I have held the longer crushes on, the ones who kept my interest were people who are from my first circle. I remember them from long ago, and I just feel they understand me better. However , I do not know if it was like that all lives.
THe people from my second circle were people who I ended up marrying because of circumstance and not love. For example one marriage had been arranged, another I was too neive to even consider that love existed and I could be wanting more out of life.
I do find that the more I wrestle with having crushes on past life people , the more I grow up.. Like if I just settled and went with my crush , I would not be pushing myself to grow and learn that much more about love.
BUt I still do wonder if I am pushing myself too much.. SHould I be content with the idea of marrying an ex mom or father.. Again it just does not sit well with me.
I maybe should write that blog about my memories and see if it makes any sense to more than me. THere have been many times where I felt like I have been given small snippets of my love for these past life people in order to not get hung up on them. Now I just worry I am set up for not wanting to be hung up again if I do not go looking in my first circle of family.. ie am I being too picky ....
I think this is a difficult thing for me to be able to explain properly ... it is confusing for me too. but will post anyways , since I have finished writing it..LOL,,, in case someone can follow me..
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