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  1. Bellona324

    Family-related questions and thoughts

    It wasn’t that old, the TV looked to be something from the 50s or 60s but I’m beginning to believe that I was potentially born later than the 20s in that life. It was relatively peaceful, or at least where I was. It was a coloured TV. I spoke in that typical transatlantic accent. He existed...
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    Family-related questions and thoughts

    The donations were there because of the current situation. Otto Rasch was involved in Babi Yar, no? Anyway, I’m starting to believe that I could be dealing with a case of simultaneous lives in this particular era. The memories on their own make sense but if put together, they’re beginning to...
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    Family-related questions and thoughts

    https://babynyar.org/en/news/455 I shall leave this here for future reference. I don’t think I was born in Darmstadt, although I identify with that city a lot. Is there a way to see these men’s faces?
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    Too many memories for one soul

    First of all, you can organise your memories based on time. You don’t have to keep them in your mind all the time so jotting it down would be helpful(which I think you have done already). My wife from that time was an Austrian woman and I explicitly said in a memory that she was also...
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    Family-related questions and thoughts

    I have kept records of most of my memories in a memo, since I was about 13. That’s when they started. However, with the more recent memories, I began to notice that I did have remorse with regards to what I did. I was begging my colleagues to not participate in the killings of innocent...
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    Family-related questions and thoughts

    I was procrastinating on posting this but now that I have the chance, I shall. From the new memories, I am beginning to understand why my pl self’s hatred towards the Soviet Union was stronger compared to that towards the Jews. To him, acting nasty towards the Jews was merely participating in a...
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    #НетВойне

    #НетВойне
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    Family-related questions and thoughts

    I believe I have disputed this for these reasons: 1. I was born after WWI, so 1918 at the earliest(but I believe it was 1919). I was young enough to be part of the HJ during my teenage years. 2. I did not look like him. 3. I was primarily from Darmstadt. 4. After the war, I lived in the US and...
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    A trip to the ivory tower

    I’m interested to hear more about the WWII life. My pl self’s paternal grandparents seem to have been Volkdeutsche too, especially my grandma(from Libau). People from other countries but of German descent so hearing about people like that is interesting. I’m looking forward to your memories in...
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    Family-related questions and thoughts

    I think a huge hint would be the school I went to. It was a German-based private school for seemingly wealthy people. Where it was exactly is unknown for now, though. The weather there’s incredibly depressing. It appears like the monsoon season some Asian countries experience in terms of sky but...
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    Family-related questions and thoughts

    I’m starting this thread because when it comes to my WWII self’s childhood memories, which have been coming up more than adult ones nowadays, I noticed a pattern. First of all, even during the Great Depression, we were incredibly wealthy. What we had was enough to visit different parts of...
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    My former life in WW2 Poland

    I know the feeling. I was a German and partly involved in the Holocaust which I’m not proud of. I was forced into participating in massacres such as the Babi Yar. There’s a reason why I wanted to escape and focus on just espionage. I didn’t want to kill innocent people. Communists, fine, but not...
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    Just a Venti kinnie passing by

    Just a Venti kinnie passing by
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    I think I was Japanese

    I have a bit of interest with the Kira samurai family in general, starting from Yoshitsune and then Yoshinaka. Might be because of an anime character but I’m finding samurais rather interesting now.
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    My journal full of memories

    http://thepastofbellona.blogspot.com/2020/09/hospital-memories.html?m=1
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    New pfp, my WWII self who is pro-bro code

    New pfp, my WWII self who is pro-bro code
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    WWII Japanese

    Now I have one new memory about being in Asia and it’s not exactly with the Japanese themselves. Rather, I was with old German men and I was accompanying them to see most likely the Japanese. We were walking through some sort of park and I saw some kanji...well either kanji or it was Chinese...
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    WWII Japanese

    Unfortunately not. I’m not the best when it comes to identifying exact locations without a clear attraction(eg. Big Ben, Eiffel Tower, etc) or an event associated with it. With that said, I’m guessing the more Western part of China considering that the Japanese entered from the West. I don’t...
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    There are situations where if you'd gotten somewhere one second sooner... you might have been in...

    There are situations where if you'd gotten somewhere one second sooner... you might have been in an accident or avoided an accident.
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    WWII Japanese

    Just out of curiosity, do you guys have experiences with the Japanese from WWII, if you weren’t one? I do, as a WWII German. Well, it’s not as good as you would expect, though. I had this memory a long time ago but I was hesitant to share it but I’ll try to describe it without being too graphic...
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