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Oh I did feel enormous amount of guilt. Especially this I had brief flashes of a particular execution that haunted me. But I would say that remembering the journey between lives has been key to understand where that feeling of guilt came from. It was very much a self-inflicted suffering, one...

These are indeed deep questions, Ministargazer. I don't really believe that a murderer (as I remember being one, sadly) has to 'pay', however I can testify that there is a very painful process after life to deal with such despicable actions. That being said, I don't think one could see it as a...

Hello! Thank you for taking the time to write here. I can give you an outlook based on my experience, in the way that I also experienced it as some kind of cycle. I had horrible nightmares when growing up, it calmed a bit then came back when I was 13, then stopped around 16 and started again...

Hello! Welcome to the forum! This is indeed an interesting story you are telling us here, and thank you a lot for taking the time to share with us. It is hard to tell from scratch wether or not this special encounter you have been granted to have in your life is from a past life connection...

Dear Greta, I am most sorry that your thread became 'polluted' by political nonsense. Please do not be troubled when the subjects you mention attract some unwanted comments. In no way this forum should be a place to have political arguments regarding topics that have been thoroughly...

Agentur, while I respect your answer and your point of view, I think it is important, out of respect for every victim of the conflict, to avoid falling in revisionism. You are right to mention the (often useless and cruel) bombings of civilians by the Allied forces, and the maintenance of...

@fireflydancing I think you should follow your intuition and let these memories where they are now. While you might be tempted to open the lid, you might not like what you see. It's what I always tell to the people I share my story with, for some reason they always imagine that there is...

Good morning! I would like to thank you for your beautiful message. If my words and my testimony can in any way have helped you, I am glad and proud. Indeed, I relate a lot to the feelings of dread your describe. More than the visual memories, it is the emotions that took the biggest toll on...

I have had a very interesting dream last night, one that was quite confused, but I have brought from it a very brief flash that I remember very clearly! Interestingly enough, I remember something like a lower deck of a ship, completely made of wood, and from the bow to the stern it was...

Hello everyone! As Ritter and others have mentioned, it seems that a 'warrior' type of soul would have had experienced other conflicts in different times. There is something interesting that is happening to me these past weeks, as I seem to have much more clarity in remembering another...

Wasn't it Einstein that said "I don't know what weapons WW3 will be fought with, but WW4 will be fought with sticks and stones"? Let's hope we won't see it happen to us, even if I lack optimism sometimes :(

It's a pleasure to read your words, Greta! I am glad you are finding confort in our words. As to being easily influenced by others, that is something I have experienced many times too, due to my emotional and sensitive nature, until the natural process of growing up and learning about myself...

Hello Tanker, Thank you for your kind message. I want to specifically answer your point regarding how I came to terms with the people I've killed, since it is a heavy burden that you carry aswell. I will tell in details a memory I have, that initally I wanted to be left untold here. But I...

Good morning Greta! It seems that the memories you claim are related to a precise period of history, and I have to say that in definitive there will never be certainty regarding the answers you can find within yourself. You said that your mental health and well-being improved greatly after...

Okay, I think I understand your question. I am going to give you a rather personal answer, as I think that it might have not been very clear in my previous posts. I embraced Eugen's personality. However stupid that might sound, I don't think anyone here alive knows him the way I do. I have...

Haha you're right, it's not going to change who he is. As for the reference to gluten etc, it reminds me of a lot of people I met in my life that draped themselves in the clothes of "spirituality", who happened to have a big price tag :D they often forgot the first step, which actually is to...

Hello Tanker! I am going to write a short answer to your very interesting and emotional message, as I am going to bed :D I completely understand what you are talking about. I also lived with a huge weight on my shoulders. It was very hard to carry, especially since it took me some time to even...

Hello Briski, and thank you for your answer. It is a very elegant idea, I will meditate on this. What would Eugen have been if he was to live in peace. Overall you know, this story has been fantastic "food" for questioning regarding what identity is. I hang around a meditation group here in...

Well, I would say that the hardest thing to cope with, in the regressions I did with therapists, is how easy it was to feel at home during the wartime memories. I was shocked by the visual memories, of course, but physically shaken when I saw how familiar the chaos was. That's one thing that...